sad sad

i'm not going back this week. so its gonna be my first weekend here. away from home :'(



anyone, please come visit. take me out or bring me kfc :)





we can't go back this week cause there's gonna be an election for the student body tomorrow. technically we can go back tomorrow at 2 after the voting session ends. but since my parents are not in town, i don't think i can go back.


plus, its not worth the time. because i have to be back on sunday before 7. yeah, curfew suck balls.


chill far, 9 more months to go and then you're gonna be outta here.



till then, have a nice weekend with me people ;)

i'm back in town!

hello to all of you amazing people! i miss blogging so much so i'm gonna start writing again! *hoooraaaay*

okay la, lets be honest here. the reason i'm starting to blog again is becauseeeeeeeeeee:

1) my english is getting sucky n suckier each day. especially when living at a place that doesnt allow me to communicate in english as much as i used to.

2) since i'm sitting for my MUET test soon, i'm gonna use blogging as a medium to improve my english. teehee.

3) the freaking plug in my freaking room (at KMS banting) has just been repaired. awesome possum. now i can charge my awesome new phone and use my awesome new laptop and write in my awesome blog whenever i want to. awesome huh?



oh yaaa, for those of you who still dont know, i am now officially a college student. *claps claps* currently doing my matriculation in Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor in Banting.



awesome new life, awesome new friends, awesome new environment, not so awesome new place.

IT SUCKS TO BE THE FIRST BATCH PEOPLE!!!

and it is even suckier to be living at the 4th floor of the last college dorm that is far from almost everything else. *sigh*



but i aint gonna complain cause i aint weak bebeh. okay, i have to admit i cried the first night i was there. thanks haiqal for keeping me sane and be there for me when i needed u :')



that place kinda suck to me before maybe because i'm not used to being far from home. no shower and heater, no washing machine and the most importantly, the food there was beyond disgusting.



but its all good now. the food has improved a lot! and i made lotsa new friends! and i get to eat at the boys' cafe everyday! hahahaha. the food there are cheaper and much more delicious compared to both of the girls' cafe.

in conclusion, although life is much harder now and the exhaustion is unbearable at times, i hate to say this but i love my new life. it changed me a lot as a person.



thanks to mama and abah for fetching me back and forth from subang to banting and vice versa every weekend. and yes, i do go back every weekend cause i like it that way. manja kan? lol.



i promise to write more often now and keep u guys/girls updated. my schedule is very very veryyyy tight nowadays, so i'll try my very best to do so.



got to go build a water rocket now. till then, toodles oodles noodles~!






*excuse the countless awesomes in this post. its my new favourite word ^___^

best advice ever

met a distant aunt of mine at my uncle's funeral on thursday.

aunt: how old are you? buat apa sekarang?

me: seventeen. SPM tahun ni.

aunt: ohh, dah besar daaahhhhh. lama betul tak jumpa.

me: ... *smiles*

aunt: cepat eh diorang ni besar sekarang.

mum: haha, tulaa.

aunt: takpela, as long as diorang tak mintak kawin cepat sudah.

me: ??

aunt: aunty dulu kawin umur 18. believe me, i know. don't repeat my mistake.

me: heheh. *speechless*

DAMN, that is exactly what i planned on doing!

cheers!

i can't smile without youuu.

god bless this ugly child.

i saja nak upload gambar kat sini eventhough dah upload kat facebook :D

this is, as u all have guessed, my baju raya for this year. i was suppose to buy one in blue *winkwink*, but it was hard to find one that can fit perfectly on me. as my body is "unproportional" in a way. lol. so i just bought this one because the kakak indon said the bright colour compliments my fair skin. awww. that kakak indon also gave a a crash course on how to wear the kain pario that came along with this outfit. fuh, it wasn't easy i must say. imagine the risk of having to face with public humiliation when the kain pario can fall at any time. okay why am i crapping and telling u all this? jeez.

and so i got bored with blogging. wanna know why? because now i play farmville at facebook! wanna be my neighbor? hahaha.

i can't believe i'm turning eighteen 3 months from now! ohmygosh! i'm getting old :(

when i was younger, i used to say, "ohhh, lambat nye nak besar. tak sabar nak habis skola and pergi club and drive and boleh pergi mengundi... -.-" ni especially masa form 2 la. but now when i'm getting close to be able to do all that, i realise that i don't want to grow up just to be able to do all that. i am willing to give up all of that so-called freedom just so that i can stay this way, young and innocent, as long as i can.

but i do wanna grow tall no matter what :)

now at this age i always say things like, "grrr, gila lambat nak besar. tak sabar nak kawin" or "bila la nak besar and jadi kaya gila and tinggal kat UK." but i know that when the time comes, i will not want the same things as i want now. i just want to stay the way i am now and not grow and pray for the time to stop.

can you imagine yourself being old? i know i cant. i hope even when i'm older, my mind will stay the same, only wiser. i wanna be as fun, (hahaha, me? fun? i know) open-minded and cool as i am now. cehh, in other words, i dont wanna turn out like my mum. KIDDING! although my mum makes the funniest old-people-lame-jokes. i once told her this, "mother, now i know where i got my lame genes from -.-"

haha, i call her 'mother' when i'm annoyed with her. just like when she calls me 'farah' when she's angry at me. my grandaunt calls me 'farah deeba' when she doesnt get any response from me after calling me by my real name. my uncles on the other hand, call me 'farah debab' because they think its funny. how sad.

okay enough crapping. i'll shut now, thank you.

chumi and the froggies

(macam nama band siot)

i want to blog about something but i dont know what i should blog about :)

so, i'll just blog about random things.

yesterday i went to a golf club for buka puasa. as usual, buka puasa ofcourse buffet style punya. and mind you, i HATE buffet. first; cause i'm a light eater, its such a waste. so don't ajak me pergi buffet at hotels and save your money, haha. second; cause i hate watching people pile up food on their plate with their tamak face. like they've not eaten for weeks.

after buka puasa, we all headed back to mama miah's house. we celebrated yana's birthday! blow candles, watched miss universe, and makan duku langsat sambil duduk bersila depan teevee -.- hahaha. we are so kampung but thats just how we roll, bebeh. but my family is so cool. my cousin brought her bf with her, and to my amazement, my family tak macam judgemental or anything. so i told my mum, "nanti if awa ade bf awa nak bawak pegi family events jugak la."

i said IF. and she said okay.

i disected a frog at bio tuition just now. in fact, i disected a few of them. i'm so proud of myself! i like them better when they are dead. but they're really2 smelly! dead or alive. i still cant get the fishy smell, or should i say the froggy smell, out of my head. jeeez, its torturing!

someone brought something like this one, freakishly big! n it's heart keep on beating even after it's been cut off from the body.

my holiday is not that great. maybe its because of the fasting month. cant go to kopitiam to lepak, too hungry do do anything. so i just stayed at home, paint my room. only go out of the house for tuitions and bazaar ramadhan. yes, i'm so devoted to my studies i haven't miss any tuitions yet. heh heh. *kening kening* (as amer arif would put it, inside joke)

so tomorrow's the fifth day peeps. i'm going out for berbuka *sigh* maybe i need to socialize more, hehe. have a great fasting people!

me and the paint brush

song of the mo' :

honest mistake - the bravery

my guitar rock jam :)

tengah cat my bedroom. nanti i post pictures if ada masa.

cuba teka colour ape! ^^

puasa kali ni tak macam puasa dulu2. now if pegi bazaar, i akan beli maximum 2 items je. bukan 10 macam last year.

maybe coz wisdom tooth i baru tumbuh. so i'm wiser now. hahaha.

selamat berpuasa, blogworms!

i am so angry my head can explode.

"i hate almost everything about you. and yet i am still here, attached to you like glue."

10 things about me that i feel like sharing:

1. my current credit balance is RM17.60($.$)

2. someone have a problem with my stubbornness.

3. i don't get to watch g.i. joe because i wasn't invited.

4. my addmaths paper2 was freakishly hard like mad.

5. i just got a new (lame) phone 2 days ago.

6. i got RM52 in my tabung.

7. i feel like grabbing everything i see and stuff them in the washing machine. *cleaning mode*

8. i will not be going for the 10 hour biology seminar thingy.

9. i can't wait to buy my red kebaya.

10. someone needs to tell my bestfriend that he needs to stop smoking.

the forgotten.

i just had another dream of him last night.

we, the family, talked bout him during dinner yesterday. i told them how he's been appearing in my dreams like he's still alive and not yet dead. and they told me it happens because i've not been praying for him. and he thinks i've forgotten about him or something.

to tell ya the truth, i always remember him. how could i forget? up to this moment, i still couldn't believe that he's gone for good. in all my dreams that i had that has him in it, he's not really gone. although we know that he's no longer alive, but we also know that he always come home to visit us.

how can a dead person come and visit?

maybe in reality, they do. spiritualy i mean. but we couldn't see them. if we couldn't see something, doesn't mean its not there, rite?

when i told my mum this morning about the dream that i had, she told me that i should pray for him more. she said that when he was alive he had loved me unconditionally. so i should show mine by praying for him when he needs my prayers the most, which is now.

him.

sometimes we choose not to remember something or someone because we know how much pain we will have to deal with if we choose otherwise.

not interested

song of the mo' :

search and destroy - iggy pop and the stooges

so, today's bio paper was okay. i'd rate it 5/10. mainly 'cause the first 2 questions was from the few chapters that i really focused on revising the night before. usually, i leave my bio paper2 almost 3/4 blank, this time only 1/4 of it was left blank. LOL. never in my life i studied bio like i did for this exam. *pat on the head*

in other news, i heard that somebody 'talked' about me behind my back to my best friend. i don't really care if people wanna talk and complaint about me, but constantly doing that to all my closest friends? gosh, is that pathetic or what?

at first, i'm totally cool with this person talking about me to my friends. i thought, hey, maybe he needs someone to talk to and something to talk about. everybody does. but something happened recently that made the relationship between us tensed a bit. but i don't think i was my fault things ended up the way it did 'cause honestly, i was just being nice and trying hard not to hurt his feelings.

but he doesn't realize this. so next time i'm just gonna say things straight the way i feel bout it and stop trying to compose it in pleasant words just so that they won't hurt his feelings. there's no point doing that when he doesn't care bout what i think and what i want. i am what i am, and i want what i want! haha, sound like a big bossy bitch, eh?

my main point is, i don't appreciate people telling me what i should do and how i should treat my friends or how i should behave. if u feel that i'm not treating you good enough or the way that u think u deserve, then that is not my problem. u should really go check yourself, maybe there's something wrong with YOU, not me.

and i really think that friends shouldn't date one another. end of story.

perempuan comel dan kereta

oh tuhanku, saya sangat merindui blogging. selalu takde masa nak duduk dengan aman dan mengetaip entry2 baru yang menarik. selalu saja sibuk dengan sekolah dan keluarga dan kucing dan boyfriend. harhar. okay sekarang ada masa sikit untuk meluangkan masa bersama anda semua. oleh kerana sudah gian hendak menaip, maka saya akan menulis tentang sesuatu yang spontan dan tidak dirancang.

sebentar tadi saya dengan baik hatinya telah menemani abah untuk mengambil abang kedua di college yang terletak di cheras. memang setiap minggu pun abang kedua balik rumah. memandangkan kereta trajet abah telah dihantar untuk repair kerana masalah brek, maka kami pun menaiki kereta abang pertama yang baru dibeli minggu lalu.

saya agak excited nak ikut sebab saya suka naik kereta baru. jakun sungguh. takdelah, sebenarnya saya suka naik kereta yg kecil kerana rasa macam nak drive sendiri je. sangat mengujakan! bila naik kereta dengan abah, saya suka tengok kereta2 yang lalu dan jika saya meminati kereta tersebut, saya pasti akan bertanyakan tentang harga kereta itu. dan sekali sekala memberi sedikit hint kepada abah seperti, "abah, nanti awa dah habis sekolah awa nak kereta tu." ye, aku selalu rasa macam bapak aku kerja cop duit.

haritu otw pegi tuition nampak HUMMER doe! HUMMER dekat area subang!!! macam jumpa beg prada original dekat kedai bundle weh. fyi, hummer telah menjadi kereta idaman saya sejak form3 lagi. tapi saya nak hummer merah okay. kalau bukan merah, sorryyy. today nampak porsche baxter tak silap dekat taipan. then nampak fierce red mitsubishi evolution macam yang dalam tokyo drift whatever tu dekat highway. last sunday dapat rasa naik porsche cayman, gila cool.

okay, berbalik kepada cerita kita. mula mula keluar subang perjalanan berjalan lancar. masuk area bukit jalil jam teruk macam haram. berapa kilometer jauh pun xtau la. tiba tiba! tengah dalam jam tu kereta abang pertama itu berhenti, enjin mati. imagine diri anda tersadai di tengah2 lebuhraya yang tengah sesak, malu dan panik tak terkata. tapi nasib baik boleh start balik.

maka kami pun meneruskan perjalanan. beberapa meter lepas tu, enjin mati lagi! dah cuba start balik tapi gagal. masa tu abah dah panik, "awa! nak buat ape ni?! kena tolak lah macam ni!" monolog dalaman, "huish, kena tolak kereta? jatuh saham nih." tapi saya reply, "relax abah, cuba try start lagi skali." dengan kata2 hikmat saya maka kereta itupun boleh hidup.

lepas tu terus patah balik rumah tak berani drive jauh2. nasib baik tersadai dalam jam, walaupun malaysia ni rakyatnya sungguh tidak penyabar. nak hon hon, tak reti sabar @#^&%^&$%?. imagine kalau tengah syok drive 120km/h dekat right lane kan, tiba2 kereta mati. confirm mati kena sondol dengan kereta belakang. fuh, i'm so lucky.

the end.

what a dream!

last night i was super tired and super emotional after listening to eric clapton's you look wonderful tonight. that song just stabs my heart without mercy. so i went to bed earlier than usual. thennn, this when the scariest thing happened.




i had a very weird dream. and in my dream, i was pregnant. PREGNANT! i can actually feel the pain of carrying a baby in my belly. so heavy till it felt like my belly gonna burst out! mainly, my dream was about me going through pregnancy life with the help of my family. sadly, without any husband. sighh.




i can't remember how i end up getting pregnant and with whom i 'did it' with but i do remember that i was young and still schooling at the time. i remembered this inner monologue that i had..

"ohhh, look at my other friends. they're still in school having fun and being young and irresponsible and happy all the time. but look at me, i look ugly and fat with this baby in my tummy. oh how am i gonna take care of this baby with no money. where's the father of this child?!!! that irresponsible son of a b***h!!!"

my parents, family and friends were all very supportive and totally cool with me being pregnant. like juno's parents in that juno movie. there's this part when i tried to stand up and i felt a terrible pain form 'down there'. when i checked, i straight away shouted..

"myyyy waterrrrr brokeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!"

i shouted like a crazy women. my mum was panicking and she tried to check under my dress, "eh, tengok sikit" arghh!##^$&%*&%*%@ later they rushed me to the hospital. the moment i was about to deliver the baby on top of that delivery bed......I WOKE UP.

now i'm thinking twice about having a child of my own -.-"

can you shake for me?

smk usj 13's sports day was awesome! despite all the pre-event drama, i had lotsa fun.

i did some shaking too :)

guess which one is me? the most sakai, ofcourse.

i'm so damn lazy to write bout the sports day. all i can say is that it was worth the sunburn :)

my turqoise pinafore

masa meeting bendahara, semalam.

miss ass: awak kelas ape?

me: 5A, cikgu.

miss ass: hurm, jumpa saya masa rehat nanti. *muka serious*





masa rehat.

me: cikgu nak jumpa saya?

miss ass: yeah. kamu pakai pinafore kan?

me: haah. *muka bingung*

miss ass: skirt kamu pendek mana?

me: paras lutut, cikgu.

miss ass: tak bolehhh. pendek sangat tuh! kena sampai bawah lutut.

me: owh, okayyy.

miss ass: kamu ni butang tak baju dekat dalam? ke biar dedah sexy2?

me: mana ada! saya butang la cikguuuuuu.

miss ass: ni tak boleh pakai pendek2 nii. kita taknak murid perempuan terdedah-dedah ni. pakai la baju kurung. kan manisssss!

me: *smiled*





aku tak pakai pinafore pun masa tu. kenapa nak jugak cari pasal?





so, hari ni aku pakai my 5-inches-above-the-knee pinafore. happy and proud!



puas hati aku dapat mencabar kesabaran kau. aku harap kau gembira.





miss ass sedang menjadikan murid2 perempuan melayu yang pakai pinafore pegi sekolah sebagai sasaran. murid perempuan melayu ada hak untuk pakai pinafore jugak, setaraf dengan murid bukan melayu. setahu aku, dalam rule book sekolah takde pun menyatakan hal ni.

"murid perempuan melayu dilarang memakai pinafore."

atau

"hanya murid bukan melayu sahaja dibenarkan memakai pinafore"

ada keeee?

dengan memakai pinafore tak bererti kami kafir, minum arak, berjudi, mengamalkan seks bebas, hisap dadah atau jual badan. bukan. pinafore hanyalah salah satu seragam sekolah sama macam baju kurung yang boleh dijadikan pilihan untuk pakai pegi sekolah.

kenapa chumi pakai pinafore?

sebab aku confident dan kaki aku tak banyak parut, walaupun berisi dan pucat. last time aku pakai masa darjah satu, masa mula2 start sekolah. sekarang, kat hujung2 zaman persekolahan ni, nak merasa balik. setahun pun jadilah. daripada keempunan nanti dah masuk college menyesal sebab tak pakai pinafore masa highschool. haaa, masa tu takkan nak pegi kuliah pakai pinafore? memang kena baling kasut lah kan sebab orang ingat kau psycho tak puas menikmati zaman kanak2. tak dinafikan salah satu sebab pakai pinafore ialah sebab nak melawa. wanna be on top! haha. tapi siapa yang taknak jadi lawa kan? male readers, aku tau korang pun simpan angan2 nak jadi lawa macam joe jonas, mengaku jelah. dia memang lawa.

my point is, tak adil untuk cikgu mendiskriminasi pelajar perempuan yang pakai pinafore. pakai pinafore bukan bermakna kami sluttish dan bila dah besar nanti jadi GRO. ini hanya keinginan zaman remaja yang perlu dipenuhi sementara kami masih layak bergelar remaja.

dah besar nanti aku pun nak pakai tudung :)

when what i bake doesnt come out right, that means something's wrong

today is monday. n once again, i skipped school. why? i am too fat and lazy. i'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me. monday blues disease? really hard to say.

dear god, give me the strength to go through highschool life for another 8 more months. amen.

and tell me why my brownies didnt come out as expected this morning, amen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

syazana sari bt. mohd ridzwan

i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you

Wednesday is add maths day with perumal. weehee.

it rained heavily this evening. the heaven must be really sad coz its been raining a lot lately. can't stand the humidity, too much wetness everywhere. i prefer more sun, the sweet smell of heat in the air. ahhh. i'm definitely a summer girl.

so as usual, reached tuition 10 minutes late. i dunno why i cant be punctual for tuition. i blame the clock there, it's set 10 minutes early :) we learned integration, its much more easier than differentiation. i just love add maths. hahaaaa. *loserrrrr* *nerddddd*

while i was doing my work quietly, well, not really lah. i was passing notes with Evan while doing my work. haha. can u believe he accused me of being a playgirl just because i have * number of ex boyfriends! to me, its not that big of a deal. my past relationships wasn't thattt serious. i was very young back then, and i was in it just for the fun of it. but I'm proud to say that I've become more mature and i see love in a different way now. *pat in the back*

as i was saying, i was doing my calculations.

teacher: "intan pegi mana ni? intan ni selalu sibuk ye? selalu tak datang tuition."

me: "i dunno, teacher." smiled.

teacher: "kamu berdua ni semakin malas ye. sepanjang saya mengajar, tak pernah saya jumpa murid perempuan yang sanagt malas. tahun ini paling teruk."

me: "........" still smiling.

how could he say that?

is it because i didn't come for Monday's extra class because i overslept because i didn't sleep the night before because i was painting banner for the school?

or because i didn't come for class during last year's long holiday because i broke my damn toe?

does that put me in the lazy kid category? its not fair, at all.

i admit his class doesn't interest me like it used to. why? because the respect that i had for him has long gone, washed down the drain, after what he had said about me behind my back. about intan.

i tried to get over it, and failed. i am just putting up with him for just a few more months till i finish high school. after all, i owe him a lot. my momma raised me to be a grateful child :)

terasa sangat. tapi takpe. esok masih ada.

banner kemenangan. sape yang buat?? :D

write me a love letter and i'll be your girl

my sister got a letter from her boyfie today which she showed me during lunch.
(sorry to break it to you amer arif, but her heart is already taken) ;P

wrote in pink and red magic pen, he asked her to watch happy tree friends on youtube.

she's barely 8 and she already knows about youtube!

i didnt know how to turn on the damn computer till i was 11.



back to the main story here.

i'm 17 and i dont get a single love letter? pityful!

i still remember when i was 14, a senior who shared desk with me left a note under the desk for me. i was in the evening session, he's in the morning. practically, we shared class.

i was still young back then, so as u can guess i replied the letter.

and guess what? he left me some chocolates under the table the next day!

the letters stopped coming one day, after a little argument occur between us.

it turned out that someone had gave him a warning not to mess with me.

i didnt mind though, he was too freaky. he stalks me.



hopefully, one lucky day, there'll be a note or something under my desk when i go to school...

or a letter addressed to me in the mailbox on a sunday morning...

or a bouquet of white roses for me on my steps when i came back from school...

or a jar full of chupa chups sent anonymously to me...

or....or....or... use your own imagination please!

idiotic guys dont deserve a place in this world

i went for biology tuition today. before class, i headed to the counter to pay my monthly fee. then there's this abang who is super irritating wanna cari pasal with me. who does he think he is? so great lah?


story begins. last month i went for a bio trial class on 13th of january. on the 15th, i went for my 2nd trial which is chemistry class. then, after that class, i went to pay the fees n he insisted that i cant pay for only half the price coz its already the middle of january. so i paid the full fee for 3 subjects. bio, chem n physics. since last month i only paid in the middle of the month [fully], so this month it is fair that i pay on the same date as last month. only that this month i plan on droppin physics coz the teacher is freakin lousy. she cant pronounce L properly. ironically, her name is nicolle -.-"


back to the story. but nooooo. this abang had to cari pasal with me. he said that i must pay full payment this month including the physics fee. means that even if i wanna drop it, i still have to pay full. more irritating is that my friend, who started her class on 15th of january get to pay half the payment for last month. JUST BECAUSE SHE DIDNT GO FOR THE ONE TRIAL CLASS LIKE I DID. does he even know the very definiton of TRIAL CLASS? its for free goddammit! thats why it is called trial, stupidos.


haih, maybe this is too confusing to understand. what i'm trying to say here is that this stupid guy [yang x pergi sekolah n tak ade life n maybe kena dump dengan girlfren die pasal die terlalu loser dan poyo dan annoying n pasal die terlalu overweight n ade masalah self-esteem] is a cheater. he cheats people, innocent people like me yang kalau boleh memang malas nak cari gaduh dengan orang yg terlalu loser mcm die. furthermore, i respect older people. ONLY WHEN THEY'VE EARNED MY RESPECT.


come to think of it, people like him deserve to work in a place like that with that boring job with that low salary. yeah, u really deserve that fat ass. coz if u were smart n brilliant as i am, n have a decent common sense n respect towards others n self dignity like i have, u wont be stuck in that pathetic life of yours. u're such a fucked up person n girls dont even want to have the slightest idea of being with a guy like u. huh. now i'm satisfied. i shouldnt let him get to me like that next time.

now, drop that topic please.

well well well! i've discovered something new today! i am no longer scared of blood. hahaha. bodohnya, nak jd dokter tapi takut darah.

during recess, i went to the ladiesroom [cehh, toilet sudeyy] then, theres this junior girl, she asked farhana whether she have shillings or not. i asked her what are the shillings for? then she said she wanted to buy the sanitary pad from the pad machine. thats when i saw this other girl, who kept wiping her nose which wre bleeding heavily. i coolly asked her what happened n she said she dont know why her nose wont stop bleeding for the past HALF AN HOUR.

she is sure one strong girl coz if it was me in her shoes, i might just pass out n people have to rush me to the ER. n apparently, the pad that her friend wanted to buy earlier was to be used to cover her nose coz the tissues werent enough to contain the blood.. WHAT A GREAT IDEA! i just laughed n offered to buy her tissues form the bookshop. after helping her cleaned up her nose, i went of to class.

i still get the tinge in my toe n that sick feeling at the pitch of my stomach whenever i thought of blood. but i guess i'm used to it by now, after the toe situation [urghh, here comes the tinge] hooray for me :)

cooking n eating are two different things

i cooked dinner last night.
vermicelli noodle with tom yam

vermicelli is the glamour name for meehoon fyi.

how was it? absolutely delishhh! [as jamie oliver would say]

i give it 12/10

n todayyy, this morning

i made the most freaking awesome urmm, food?

i dunno how to explain the thing but its made from guava

gahahaha, i can officially get married now.

coz i can cook! weehee.

cepat2 lah masuk meminang

sila ambil borang dan beratur dan jangan tolak2 ye :)

see, i can also drive now :D

its friday the 13th but i feel lucky

friday the 13th is said to be a very unlucky day. i'm sure that's just a myth for those pathetic people who believe in such things. there's no such thing as bad luck! because LUCK is simply a good thing. if u're not blessed with good luck, then its either u dont work hard enough or its not your time yet.

tomorrow's vday. urghh, i used to hate vday. coz i never get flowers at school! but today i am very lucky, i dont only just get one, but i got TWO roses. hehehe, i hav all the right in the world to brag bout it coz its my first time. last year i didnt get flowers, but i got a really big Ferraro Rocher bouquet. given to me by sweet mr. haiqal. best vday present ever!!

wondering from whom the flowers are from? the first one is from one of my super best bestieeee, sharinna whom i've known since, urmmm, forever? haha, since std 4 if i'm not mistaken. now, the 2nd one is the complicated one. it was given to me by a a person who wants to play a prank on another guy, who is my classmate, by sending me the rose which is addressed from my classmate.

u see, this classmate of mine, arvind, loves to annoy me in class. we would fight over stupid little silly billy things. he's the kind of guy that would love to get on your last nerves. like he was born to annoy people! especially me n cik tan, our bio teacher. sometimes he's so annoying that he makes me feel like kicking him hard in the nuts just to make him shut up. we argue alot till another classmate would say something like me n arvind are meant to be with each other n whatsoever shit.

what a stupid n MEAN prank, u think its a joke playing with people's feeling? hahaaa, just joking. i cant make myself feel angry because today is such a beautiful day! why waste all the fun by getting angry rite? so i'm just gonna say thank u to whoever that send me that rose. so sweet of u to waste your precious RM3 on it, gladly to say, it made my day! the message was corny though.

dont read that note on the right.

I AM STILL WAITING FOR MY OTHER PRESENTS

keep it coming, boys!

last but not least, i wanna share with u guys one really funny joke that abu raihan just asked me.

question: siapakah isteri ayah pin?

answer: mami jarum

u can laugh now.

E.R.

went to the ER just now. after the toe accident, i never thought i'll ever need to go to that creepy place again. that sissy doctor who is like any other ER doctor who shows his tired face while attending to patients. that lady with her son whom she loves so much but have no idea what he'll become when he grows up. that overfriendly old chinese man who looks like he's flirting with the nurse. that flat screen teevee showing dumb movies. oh heaven.