.

haish.

#^*&!$#?*%!@

OH MY GOAT.

faiqah just called me n she said

the school is not providing any fund for us to buy costume materials for this upcoming sports day!

5th of April 2009

this freaking SUNDAY.

WATAHECK MAN?

i've designed the most marvellous costume ever and what am i supposed to use to make it all work?

old newspapers and paint?! this is not project runway, urgh.

the teacher also said that we cannot collect money from each house members, because its against the rule or something. this applies to all sport houses, sadly.

whats gonna happen to our Hawaiian theme and costume?

you just have to wait and see.

whatever happens, bendahara must win.

taylor swift

He said the way my blue eyes shined

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said: "That's a lie.

Just a boy in a Chevy truck

That had a tendency of gettin' stuck

On backroads at night

And I was right there beside him all summer long

And then the time we woke up to find that summer gone

But when you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

September saw a month of tears

And thankin' God that you weren't here

To see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed

Is a letter that you never read

From three summers back

It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet

And lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

And I'm back for the first time since then

I'm standin' on your street

And there's a letter left on your doorstep

And the first thing that you'll read is

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

Someday you'll turn your radio on

I hope it takes you back to that place

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

Oh, think of me

He said the way my blue eyes shine

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said: "That's a lie"

when what i bake doesnt come out right, that means something's wrong

today is monday. n once again, i skipped school. why? i am too fat and lazy. i'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me. monday blues disease? really hard to say.

dear god, give me the strength to go through highschool life for another 8 more months. amen.

and tell me why my brownies didnt come out as expected this morning, amen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

syazana sari bt. mohd ridzwan

grrr

is respecting your seniors important? HELL YEAH IT IS. whats wrong with the juniors nowadays? they are acting like they're all that when they're actually NOT. i was a junior too once upon a time and i really dont remember behaving like this. all the drama and catfights (yeah, real slapping live show catfight) are getting out of hand. stop thinking like the world revolves around you. and stop pretending to be nice infront of us and turn into a super slutty bitch when we're not looking. stop competing for the spotlight, stop trying to steal people's attentions. we seniors do observe, you just dont realize that.





majority of the juniors, i'm not saying all of you, does not respect us seniors. one day you'll be in our place, and you'll know how annoying and sick it feels when your juniors doesnt respect you. and by then i'll be in college and i'll laugh my evil laugh at you guys and say I TOLD YOU SO.

now i feel much better.

i think i love my juniors :D i have so much loveeeeeeeee to give! nah nah nah, take them all! hahaha. i had fun training them for marching just now. although i kinda suck at it. i have a very funny and small voice that makes me sound silly when i give commands. have to start working on my suara kejantanan from now on.

i have some shopping to do. till then, lotsa love blogworms!

<333

can i just cry now? please? pretty please?

to start, i'm gonna write bout my frigging exam results.

BM: 77 1A

ENGLISH: 69 3B

HISTORY: 69 3B

AGAMA: 68 3B

EST: 55 5C

MODMATHS: unknown

ADDMATHS: 33 9G

PHYSICS: 67 3B

CHEMISTRY: unknown

BIOLOGY: 40 8E

it is proven that i am no genius no more. :'(

i can't tell u how embarrass i am to display my not-so-cool results here. but i've promised myself that i'm gonna make some improvement and by keeping a record of my results here, and knowing that you guys are reading them and laughing at them, its totally gonna be a motivation for me. take a good look at them, cause u won't see those again for my midterm exam.

i'm soooo gonna drop my EST.

adding to my already unbearable misery, my purse with my I/C and shitload amount of cash went missing on monday. i have no idea where i might have drop it. i'm praying, godddd, please return it back to me. i need that money to buy that supercool tango shoes at vincci. :) well, if i get back my purse with the money still in it, i swear i'll donate some to the charity or something. okay now i sound very despo. ha ha.

i just lost a person that is like a little sister to me. i regret that i did not make any effort to go see her, i didnt even know she was sick. how could i have not known? and she left so fast, so young, so tragic. its feel like only yesterday i went out with her, having lunch and had loads of fun together. haih. this thing makes me realize to not take the people around me, the people i love for granted. cause u just don't know when its their turn to leave this world.

i dont feel lucky, at all. certainly not happy.

did i broke your heart?

did i tore you apart?

you say, "don't worry"

i say, "i'm sorry"

i need motivation, inspiration. you're the perfect thing.

meet this donkey

which donkey? this donkey :)

saiful sufri

this post is all about revenge. its payback timeeee!

he told me "kau xde point la nak kutuk aku."

u're dead wrong. i know too much about u and u know it.

as u all already know, we've been friends since forever. bla bla. when we're in primary school, this guy is not as cool as he is now. not that he's cool now, but back then he was worst.

let the story begins,

EXHIBIT A

alolololo buchuk2. tak comel kan? standard 4, we were classmates. selalu kena bahan dengan kitorang dlm kelas sbb dia suka baca novel mengarut. shar pernah ckp muka dia mcm badak. taktau asal?

EXHIBIT B

zaman2 tak kurus, tak kenal hair wax, tak beli baju kat topman, tak pkai kasut converse. masih virgin as ever.

EXHIBIT C

hohoho. dah malas sikit. this hair is better than exhibit B, definitely.

EXHIBIT D

girlfriend kau ke ni? aku tau bukan, lawa sangat kottt :D

tapi yang pasti, ini bukanlah filipino chic yang dia *ehem ehem* tempoh hari.

moving on....

EXHIBIT E

i noticed that he loves to take pointless and lame pictures.

here are the prove that i managed to collect.

item 1

one word. APEKAH? nak promote cd pun agak2 la kannn.

item 2

location: taipan, early dawn. motif pakai sunnies: remains a mystery.



item 3

location: same. loner sangat sampai kena ambik gambar pakai timer.




item 4

teknik: masih pakai timer kot. motif: show of guitar?





item 5

in his head: aku rasa aku sexy sebab aku pose kangkang. wtf.




lastly,




EXHIBIT F

buah hati pengarang jantung.





balas, jangan tak balas.

we.love.mr.nosey<3 - part 2

*drum roll*

ikhwa the hero and MR. NOSEY!

now mr. nosey the scandalous waiter are officially famous.

shocker huh?

did u know ...


that full cream milk is actually full FAT milk?
i drank a box yesterday :O


and that spicy chicken mc deluxe is much more healthier than chicken mc nuggets?


and that french fries are more carcinogenic than big mac?


and that butter is better than margarine?


and that if u cook olive oil, its not gonna be healthy anymore?


goddamn.

MY HOLIDAY VACATION

i went for a 4 days 3 night vacation. where to? mama miah's house! while i was there, i learnt to cook many things. such as nasi bryani, pineapple tarts, kerabu mangga, orange cake, bla bla bla.


i found the orange cake recipe here. since my grand uncle is sick n he lovesssss orange cake so much, i made him one. the cake was AMAZING. melts in your mouth, even secret recipe cakes cant beat my orange cake. haha, ofcoz i puji lebih la, made it myself maaa.


but some of the people who tasted my orange cake said that the cake was too fancy for their taste. i take that as a compliment anyway. fancy means good to me. :)


some said it tasted like castella, a Japanese version of kuih bahulu. i think so too, coz i've tasted them before, the green tea flavour tasted weird though. cehhh, pasni boleh la jual recipe aku kat castella kan?

. . . . . . . . . . .

one week of holiday is really not enough.

and i just realise that i hate looking at couples walking together, holding hands.

there's a voice in my head screaming and begging me to get a life.

whyyyyyyyyyy?

haha, pathetic.

ehmmm, haih.

i hope that you don't get the wrong idea of me.
coz it'll break my heart if u do.





i want u to care.

when i grow up

i'm still wondering what career to choose, so i made a list..

1. psychologist
2. hypnotist
3. editor in chief of seventeen magazine. woahh.
4. pengasas rumah kebajikan for homeless cats.
5. journalist
6. tauke kedai makan.
7. rock band manager
8. wedding planner
9. movie critic
10. full-time blogger
11. shoe collector
12. guru besar tadika kemas
13. professional grocery shopper
14. nature lover
15. owner salah satu outlet MPH
16. soccer mom, if ada anak la.
17. food designer


one for each year I've lived.


i wanna be all of 'em!

up up down down left right left right B A start

one more paper to go...modmaths, dont let me down.

fly fm might come crash our school tomorrow :)

COOL

i've had the rest of you, now i want the best of you

Wednesday is add maths day with perumal. weehee.

it rained heavily this evening. the heaven must be really sad coz its been raining a lot lately. can't stand the humidity, too much wetness everywhere. i prefer more sun, the sweet smell of heat in the air. ahhh. i'm definitely a summer girl.

so as usual, reached tuition 10 minutes late. i dunno why i cant be punctual for tuition. i blame the clock there, it's set 10 minutes early :) we learned integration, its much more easier than differentiation. i just love add maths. hahaaaa. *loserrrrr* *nerddddd*

while i was doing my work quietly, well, not really lah. i was passing notes with Evan while doing my work. haha. can u believe he accused me of being a playgirl just because i have * number of ex boyfriends! to me, its not that big of a deal. my past relationships wasn't thattt serious. i was very young back then, and i was in it just for the fun of it. but I'm proud to say that I've become more mature and i see love in a different way now. *pat in the back*

as i was saying, i was doing my calculations.

teacher: "intan pegi mana ni? intan ni selalu sibuk ye? selalu tak datang tuition."

me: "i dunno, teacher." smiled.

teacher: "kamu berdua ni semakin malas ye. sepanjang saya mengajar, tak pernah saya jumpa murid perempuan yang sanagt malas. tahun ini paling teruk."

me: "........" still smiling.

how could he say that?

is it because i didn't come for Monday's extra class because i overslept because i didn't sleep the night before because i was painting banner for the school?

or because i didn't come for class during last year's long holiday because i broke my damn toe?

does that put me in the lazy kid category? its not fair, at all.

i admit his class doesn't interest me like it used to. why? because the respect that i had for him has long gone, washed down the drain, after what he had said about me behind my back. about intan.

i tried to get over it, and failed. i am just putting up with him for just a few more months till i finish high school. after all, i owe him a lot. my momma raised me to be a grateful child :)

terasa sangat. tapi takpe. esok masih ada.

banner kemenangan. sape yang buat?? :D

taknak?

okehh.

taknak cakap pasal addmaths or chemistry. dumdeedumdidlydum.

taknak cakap pasal cuti jugak.

taknak cakap pasal family. :(

taknak cakap pasal diri sendiri.

taknak cakap dengan awak.

taknak cakap kenapa saya taknak cakap.

1234

i love you

manis tujuh belas

norsharinna bt. norshaiddan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOBIES! :D

9 and a half things u need to know about this maniac.

1. fashion freako.

2. can transform mydin purchased tshirts into genius outfits.

3. makes the lamest jokes. but we still laugh tho.

4. says the stupidest yet the funniest things. like the bread story during chemistry tuition. haha.

5. stubborn!

6. suka makan sambal dekat kantin sekolah.

7. emo emo emoooo.

8. gangster. hohoo, jatuh saham kau.

9. always thinks that she's not pretty. i bet she'll text me this after reading this entry

"farrrrrrr! kenape awak letak gamba kite yang tu? kite burok gile ohhh..."

hahaha, kan shar?

9 1/2. my bestest best friend. [fana, u are too :)]

yeay, awak dah seventeen.

lagi 3 tahun boleh kawin.

i've been waitingggg

yeay yeayyy, kuiz kerjaya jatuh pada 18 april 2009.

i'm so ready this year.

help college is sucha *tuuutttt*

why u guys cancelled the workshop last minute?!

hadoih.

write me a love letter and i'll be your girl

my sister got a letter from her boyfie today which she showed me during lunch.
(sorry to break it to you amer arif, but her heart is already taken) ;P

wrote in pink and red magic pen, he asked her to watch happy tree friends on youtube.

she's barely 8 and she already knows about youtube!

i didnt know how to turn on the damn computer till i was 11.



back to the main story here.

i'm 17 and i dont get a single love letter? pityful!

i still remember when i was 14, a senior who shared desk with me left a note under the desk for me. i was in the evening session, he's in the morning. practically, we shared class.

i was still young back then, so as u can guess i replied the letter.

and guess what? he left me some chocolates under the table the next day!

the letters stopped coming one day, after a little argument occur between us.

it turned out that someone had gave him a warning not to mess with me.

i didnt mind though, he was too freaky. he stalks me.



hopefully, one lucky day, there'll be a note or something under my desk when i go to school...

or a letter addressed to me in the mailbox on a sunday morning...

or a bouquet of white roses for me on my steps when i came back from school...

or a jar full of chupa chups sent anonymously to me...

or....or....or... use your own imagination please!

to be a politician is the last thing on my list

i think our politics are immature. the politicians, they remind me of high school boys and girls.

when the juniors cari pasal with the seniors, and the seniors wants to get even, they'll say

"jom lah kita settle luar sekolah!"

followed by the f word, l word, b word, p word.

and then after school they'll gather in the park to watch a live show.

till the police patrol car had to come and break the fight.

or when the high school girls start to create dramas.

like if they hate a girl, they'll bitch about her,

call her names, make sure nobody is to be friends with her,

back stab her, write mean stuffs about her on the toilet wall.

till at last the poor girl will eventually surrender.

either shifting school,

or being admitted in a mental institution,

or just die, suicide.

if that's the case, i can do a better job than some of them.

vote for me! :)

I'm sure i can think of better dramas to create in the parliament.

geehee.

pardon me for speaking my mind ever so loudly.

purplenies, rednies, yellownies, BROWNIES

usaha untuk menggemukkan badan berjaya.

saya telah membuat ini dan ia sangat sedap.

esok haruslah bangun subuh untuk memulakan usaha membuang ribuan kalori yang berjaya dikumpul dengan memakan benda itu.

dan juga benda ini.

terima kasih anna olson!

oh kenapaaaaaa

cancer. it's such a big word. it'll be bigger if it applies to you.

let say. one day you're having a very bad headache. the next day, the doctor diagnosed u with a lung cancer.

"whats that gotta do with the very bad headache?" u may ask.

well, the cancer has reached a critical state and it has already spread to the brain.

now, that's when you realise life is not that long anymore.




i know a person in that situation. a very close person. family, in fact.

suddenly i thought, "why am i acting like everything is normal? i don't feel the sadness."

my theories:
1. i've known him since forever. so eventhough he's all sick, i still see him as the healthy person i've known all my life.

2. i'm just in denial. :) i only see what i want to see, i only feel what i want to feel.

3. i'm pretending to be happy when ever i'm with him so that he feel less like he's dying.

i think i should be sad. i must be sad. this is the perfect situation where i'm allowed to show my capability of being a sensitive person.

but how can i be sad when he's all happy like nothing is wrong with him? so confusing.





we didn't see this one coming, we can't. after all, we're just mere humans, with so many weakness.

all thats left for us to do now just is pray.