talking about that ex bestfriend of mine, lets call her croakie (haha, inside joke). i've been thinking of her alot lately. its not like i'm missing her badly or anything. okay, maybe a little teeny weeny part of me is missing her. the friendship that we had, not so sure whether its a true one or not. nahh, who cares. let the past stay in the past.
sera had once asked me, "don't u wanna make peace with croakie?" and i thought to myself, yeah, why not? its been so long since i saw her. from what i heard she's different now. she has become a brand new person. i'm glad she learnt her lesson. :) but can i still treat her like i used to? i'm not sure bout that. because what she did to us, has left a lasting effect on us, not a pleasant one though. although the pain is gone but the scar is still there. too hard to be ignored.
so i said to sera, "i don't mind being friends with her again, we can hang out and stuff. but things won't be the same again." the truth is it never will. u must be wondering what the hell happen between us and her. well, she betrayed everything that's there to betrayed. enough said.
at times, small things that reminds me of her makes me realize that i do miss her and i still feel like she's part of my life. so i'm willing to put aside my ego and see her to clear things up. if she ever ask to see me, i'll be ready.
in case you're reading this croakie, u know who u are. its okay to apologise and admit you're wrong. we won't bite :)
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