Saturday, February 28, 2009

we got the blues

sports day fever.
rumah bendahara rocks your socks!

aku menjadi maskot rumah ini.
nak sapu juara perbarisan rumah sukan yang telah disandang selama
tiga tahun berturut-turut.
mari cakap WOAHHHH! beramai-ramai.
who am i? i'm a true blue :)

choo choo TRAIN

drops of jupiter

Now that he's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in his hair, hey, hey
He acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from his stay on the moon
He listens like spring and he talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that he's back from that soul vacation
Tracing his way through the constellation, hey, hey
He checks out Mozart while he does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that he's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that he might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there


meaningful song :)

Friday, February 27, 2009

farhana si budak baju biru

26th of february 2009.

semua orang tidak wish dia pada pagi itu. sepanjang hari di dalam kelas kami berpura-pura tidak mengingati bahawa hari tersebut adalah hari jadi dia. setelah dia distribute party pack buatan sendiri kepada kami, kami masih membisu. walaupun jantung/hati rasa nak pecah dihimpit rasa bersalah tahap maksima sebab buat dia emo pada hari jadinya.


masa chemistry kami berdua memang selalu duduk bersama-sama.lepastu gossip pasal orang like nobody's business. haha. dia cerita dekat saya "tadi kan yu fei dengan pengawas pusat sumber lain nyanyikan kite birthday song" saya senyum dan terus tukar topic "awak, kalau ethene jadi ethanol, nonene jadi nonol eh?"


last period, waktu english. 4 orang daripada kami turun awal. kononnye nak jumpa cikgu lah,meeting lah, jual kuih lah, masak maggi lah, cuci baju lah, lol. dia still tidak mengesyaki apa2. kami turun ke kantin dan keluarkan cake dan sedia untuk attack dia.


lepas sahaja loceng berbunyi semua classmate [exclude the other half :P] turun ke kantin dan sorok sorok. sebaik dia tiba, candle pun dah hampir tenggelam dalam cake. ekspresi wajahnya, priceless.



lab partner, gossip partner, go-to girl if tak faham chemistry, partner mengusha juniors.

moist chocolate cake from berry's. we love it, marvellous.

the gossip group

birthday girl and yours truly :)

katy perry

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

syazana absent hari ini membuatkan saya gila

i feel horrible. everything seems so wrong. i'm starting to realize that i ain't what people say i am. i doubt my own capability, my sanity. i can't believe how selfish i can be.



what should i do? i thought i want this so much. i have the perfect vision of what it'll be. i guess thats just not enough, huh?



nobody cares like i do.





gotta drink more coke.

Monday, February 23, 2009

i miss that japanese woman

i did my weekly email checking this evening. oh boy, was i happy when i saw her name there in my inbox list. yuriko tadakuma. just that simple, wonderful name. happy, sad, excited all mixed up inside of me when i read the content of the mail. happy because i finally get to hear from hear, sad because i miss her so much, excited because i feel like i'm one step closer to stepping my feet in japan.
she said she's been busy with her work. and of course with her band. i saw her pictures and videos at myspace. i soooo look up to her! see what i mean by clicking here. u might not understand what they wrote there because its written mostly in japanese. but try using babel fish web translator, that'll do the trick.



she also said its getting warmer there, already reaching the end of freezing winter season. n just in a few weeks, hellooo springtime! thats when the cherry blossoms or well known as the sakura will bloom gloriously. she spelled it as 'cherry brossam'. haha, thats so cute! imagine her trying to pronounce it. kan orang jepun takleh sebut L. macam cikgu tusyen physics.



yuri and her 92 year old grandma.

i told her bout the school magazine stuff that i'm doing, the reason why i replied her email a month late. n she wanted to read it! that gives me the idea, i'll post it to her when its published! woohoo. the first PERMATA to be post oversea. cool aite?

loves n out!




Sunday, February 22, 2009

betul betul betul

summit rocks. jyeah. hang out with by best man there yesterday. planned to catch a movie but i'm too lazy to queue up. the line was longgg! we ended up just meronggeng around summit eating ice cream n that yummy pulut mangga n talked about stuffs. finally, i got my belated birthday present as promised.



later that evening, my family n us went for dinner. i think that ah pek at the restaurant was interested in saiful. he kept on calling him 'handsome boy' if i'm not mistaken. woahh, i feel so intimidated! edward cullen kan weh? pffft. bullsh*t. gahahaha.



guess what movie we watched that night after dinner? geng upin dan ipin! woohoo. the movie was quite interesting n funny. at first i refused to watch it but i had to since my sister wanted to watch it badly. so sad, i watched it ALONE, coz somebody wanted to go home early and didnt want to accompany me. i didnt manage to get a seat at the same row with my family. so there i was, sitting next to another loner who happens to buy the single seat next to me. the fact that there were no chinese or indians watching that movie is really disturbing.



all the people in the cinema that night were Malay. mostly came with their family. the way they behave in the cinema makes me wonder "is this their first trip to the movies?". seriously, the kids were acting like jakuns n they selamba go n shout n talk n play along the stairs DURING THE SHOW. note to self written parenting 101: do's n don'ts book, teach own children how to behave in cinemas.



the mothers lagi la kan. siap duduk dekat tangga lepastu gelak kuat2 macam cinema tu suami dia punya. lepastu kalau boleh segala makanan dekat popcorn bar tu dia nak angkut buat bekal. apa kata len kali bawak tikar dan nasi lemak sambal tumis dari rumah skali, kan senang.



ni nak cakap psl guitar pulak. my guitar, which i proudly name it ARION, turns out to be sucha loser. i suddenly had the urge to play it last week. when i opened the bag, i saw the strings were all rusty. tak berkualiti punya guitar dari MUSIC WALK. hmphh. i want to change the strings. but then realize its pointless if i dont play it. nanti lama2 berkarat lagi, menyusahkan je.


akhir kata, kita mestilah cari suami yang KUAT!!!
been thinking bout this alot since that someone installed it in my head.
-.-"

Friday, February 20, 2009

:'(

i hate gossips.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

why are we attracted to younger boys?

because there's no eligible older guys here to flirt with. same age? nahhh, not our thang :D
kan husna, kannn?
*i know she doesnt read this but i still wanna write her name here*

its written on your face, baby

guys are so easy to read. this is not just a random fact. it is based on my personal experience. lotsa 'em! haha. sometimes their 'signs' are too obvious to ignore.


like this guy i know. i dont really know what his problem is. but i cant stand those constant glances he likes to give me. i'm NOT trying to blow my own horns here n say that probably he likes me. no, please dont get me wrong. its just an instinct. thats what i call it anyway. because we girls are very intuitive, rite girls? *yeahhhhhhhhh* sebab itu hanya ada naluri keibuan, bukan naluri kebapaan.


so next time if u like a girl, please do keep it to yourself. unless u purposely wants her to know that u like her. otherwise, just put it safely in a box, lock it n throw away the key. habis ceritaaaa. :)

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

idiotic guys dont deserve a place in this world

i went for biology tuition today. before class, i headed to the counter to pay my monthly fee. then there's this abang who is super irritating wanna cari pasal with me. who does he think he is? so great lah?


story begins. last month i went for a bio trial class on 13th of january. on the 15th, i went for my 2nd trial which is chemistry class. then, after that class, i went to pay the fees n he insisted that i cant pay for only half the price coz its already the middle of january. so i paid the full fee for 3 subjects. bio, chem n physics. since last month i only paid in the middle of the month [fully], so this month it is fair that i pay on the same date as last month. only that this month i plan on droppin physics coz the teacher is freakin lousy. she cant pronounce L properly. ironically, her name is nicolle -.-"


back to the story. but nooooo. this abang had to cari pasal with me. he said that i must pay full payment this month including the physics fee. means that even if i wanna drop it, i still have to pay full. more irritating is that my friend, who started her class on 15th of january get to pay half the payment for last month. JUST BECAUSE SHE DIDNT GO FOR THE ONE TRIAL CLASS LIKE I DID. does he even know the very definiton of TRIAL CLASS? its for free goddammit! thats why it is called trial, stupidos.


haih, maybe this is too confusing to understand. what i'm trying to say here is that this stupid guy [yang x pergi sekolah n tak ade life n maybe kena dump dengan girlfren die pasal die terlalu loser dan poyo dan annoying n pasal die terlalu overweight n ade masalah self-esteem] is a cheater. he cheats people, innocent people like me yang kalau boleh memang malas nak cari gaduh dengan orang yg terlalu loser mcm die. furthermore, i respect older people. ONLY WHEN THEY'VE EARNED MY RESPECT.


come to think of it, people like him deserve to work in a place like that with that boring job with that low salary. yeah, u really deserve that fat ass. coz if u were smart n brilliant as i am, n have a decent common sense n respect towards others n self dignity like i have, u wont be stuck in that pathetic life of yours. u're such a fucked up person n girls dont even want to have the slightest idea of being with a guy like u. huh. now i'm satisfied. i shouldnt let him get to me like that next time.




now, drop that topic please.
well well well! i've discovered something new today! i am no longer scared of blood. hahaha. bodohnya, nak jd dokter tapi takut darah.
during recess, i went to the ladiesroom [cehh, toilet sudeyy] then, theres this junior girl, she asked farhana whether she have shillings or not. i asked her what are the shillings for? then she said she wanted to buy the sanitary pad from the pad machine. thats when i saw this other girl, who kept wiping her nose which wre bleeding heavily. i coolly asked her what happened n she said she dont know why her nose wont stop bleeding for the past HALF AN HOUR.
she is sure one strong girl coz if it was me in her shoes, i might just pass out n people have to rush me to the ER. n apparently, the pad that her friend wanted to buy earlier was to be used to cover her nose coz the tissues werent enough to contain the blood.. WHAT A GREAT IDEA! i just laughed n offered to buy her tissues form the bookshop. after helping her cleaned up her nose, i went of to class.
i still get the tinge in my toe n that sick feeling at the pitch of my stomach whenever i thought of blood. but i guess i'm used to it by now, after the toe situation [urghh, here comes the tinge] hooray for me :)

Monday, February 16, 2009

scene 2, take 5: juliet kills romeo

romeo: boleh tak teman aku kat sekola saturday ni?
juliet: malas lah. x suka pegi skola hari sabtu.
romeo: alaaa, please please please? i bought u cadbury chocolate!
juliet: hurmm, tengok lah.


juliet didn't show up at school.


romeo called juliet on the phone.


romeo: asl x dtg skola? jom lepak mamak.
juliet: xnak. malas la.
romeo: kejap je!
juliet: TAKNAK.
romeo: okay, aku datang rumah kau. nak hantar barang.
juliet: tak payah laaa. kat skola je bagi.


romeo texted juliet, expressing his angriness n frustrations. told her he'd thrown the rose he bought for juliet.
juliet got really angry n told romeo to throw the chocolate too.


romeo: die dah janji dengan aku die nk jd date aku utk valentines.
juliet's bestie: wey, there's a big difference between "would you be my valentines?" n "jom teman aku on valentines day?"
romeo: ........


conclusion: he's NOT my romeo.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

sesetengah orang memang tak faham bahasa, tak macam kucing saya






some people don't get it when i said that I AM NOT FREAKING INTERESTED. just back off n leave me alone. stop bugging me or i will make your life much more miserable then it already is. geddit?


calming down...fuh fuh.



moving on.
look at them.
there's a similarity.

little miss emperor/empress. nampak mcm emperor china kan?


miss mole.




charlie chaplin.

they're my grandma's cats.

i think those dark spots on the nose are either the in trend with the cats there or its a cat disease. hahaha, funnay.







Friday, February 13, 2009

cooking n eating are two different things


i cooked dinner last night.
vermicelli noodle with tom yam
vermicelli is the glamour name for meehoon fyi.
how was it? absolutely delishhh! [as jamie oliver would say]
i give it 12/10




n todayyy, this morning
i made the most freaking awesome urmm, food?
i dunno how to explain the thing but its made from guava




gahahaha, i can officially get married now.
coz i can cook! weehee.
cepat2 lah masuk meminang
sila ambil borang dan beratur dan jangan tolak2 ye :)

see, i can also drive now :D


everybody love lesportsac

i've hated this brand for as long as i know.
coz i thought the designs were ugly n the price..wow, the price can burn a few holes in your pocket.
definitely not worth the pain.
but i recently surfed their web n found these TO-DIE-FOR stuffs.
since my two besties have a lesportsac backpack, i feel the need to join the club.
checkitout!
laptop sleeve

by stella mccartney





is this adorable or what?





in my wishlist :)




grow me a money tree for heaven sake.





Thursday, February 12, 2009

its friday the 13th but i feel lucky


friday the 13th is said to be a very unlucky day. i'm sure that's just a myth for those pathetic people who believe in such things. there's no such thing as bad luck! because LUCK is simply a good thing. if u're not blessed with good luck, then its either u dont work hard enough or its not your time yet.



tomorrow's vday. urghh, i used to hate vday. coz i never get flowers at school! but today i am very lucky, i dont only just get one, but i got TWO roses. hehehe, i hav all the right in the world to brag bout it coz its my first time. last year i didnt get flowers, but i got a really big Ferraro Rocher bouquet. given to me by sweet mr. haiqal. best vday present ever!!



wondering from whom the flowers are from? the first one is from one of my super best bestieeee, sharinna whom i've known since, urmmm, forever? haha, since std 4 if i'm not mistaken. now, the 2nd one is the complicated one. it was given to me by a a person who wants to play a prank on another guy, who is my classmate, by sending me the rose which is addressed from my classmate.



u see, this classmate of mine, arvind, loves to annoy me in class. we would fight over stupid little silly billy things. he's the kind of guy that would love to get on your last nerves. like he was born to annoy people! especially me n cik tan, our bio teacher. sometimes he's so annoying that he makes me feel like kicking him hard in the nuts just to make him shut up. we argue alot till another classmate would say something like me n arvind are meant to be with each other n whatsoever shit.



what a stupid n MEAN prank, u think its a joke playing with people's feeling? hahaaa, just joking. i cant make myself feel angry because today is such a beautiful day! why waste all the fun by getting angry rite? so i'm just gonna say thank u to whoever that send me that rose. so sweet of u to waste your precious RM3 on it, gladly to say, it made my day! the message was corny though.


dont read that note on the right.


I AM STILL WAITING FOR MY OTHER PRESENTS

keep it coming, boys!

last but not least, i wanna share with u guys one really funny joke that abu raihan just asked me.

question: siapakah isteri ayah pin?

answer: mami jarum

u can laugh now.


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

semangat sekolah :D

many don't know this
so now i'll let u know
its not a secret no more
i'm proudly annoucing that our school magazine, the PERMATA, has its own blog
thats rite peeps, drop that jaw,make that shocker face
we are so advanced
cewahh cewahh
okay, stop it, stop bragging
so, do u know what u gotta do now?
your job is to visit that damn blog la people, what else!
ignore that lame url, pretend that its cool.
drop comments, ask questions, give feedbacks!
its not fully updated yet.
hey, its brand new!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

i'm a quarter indian

HAPPY THAIPUSAM!
climb up those stairs
rock on those kavadi
i seriously am a quarter indian :)
talking about multiracial blood.haha.

Friday, February 6, 2009

cadets n valentines

what a beautiful day today! perfect weather, not too hot, not too wet. sadly, its a school day. koko dayyy! woohoo. fun fun fun. koko starts at 8.00am n i manage to woke up at 7.40am. so i arrived at school late by 15 minutes i think. thennnnn, my commander insist on asking me to lapor diri. eeeee, i seriously have no idea how to do that. she didn't give me any clue! lucky she didnt punish me or demand me to give her 10 push ups. that would absolutely pisses me off n i am sure will hate her forever n ever n i might write nasty things bout her in this blog. lucky she didn't :D


after melaporkan diri, we were assigned into groups n the ajk was suppose to teach us how to march. my group was conducted by 2 form3 juniors. -.-" they don't have that much experience as we seniors do. not trying to say that i am very experienced in this cadet thingy, but come onnnn. we've took part in various of marching events. so we do know how to teach the basics at least, n those juniors hav no idea what or how to teach. pity them to be put in such situation. when i was a junior, i never thought a senior how to march. it's kinda wrong coz u will somehow go beyond the limit n tend to boss around the senior. n they might get the wrong idea of u n perhaps they will put u in their black book. generally, u get what i mean.


so, when the juniors hesitated n showed the sign of cluelessness, i offered my help. they responded well, i'm very proud with them. my group was good, they were funny. i had fun teaching them, but i must admit that i am a little bit rusty with all the moves n commands. i am planning to join the district marching competition. unfortunately, it will be held on valentines day. watafuck! that Saturday is also a school day. cik tan, our bio teacher, will let us dissect a rat/frog on that day. i definitely have to think twice before joining.


talking bout valentines day, i am sooooooo looking forward to that day. i wanna see how many presents i'll get. HAHAHA. i'm not planning on giving anyone any presents, well, except for a certain someone. *wink wink*


there's this kopitiam at usj11 which is just opposite of my school. in front of the kopitiam stood a few stalls n beside the stall thingy there's a big leafless tree. on top of that tree, there's like large a wood plank [if there's roof, we would call it a tree house. but there's none] where they put a small table n a couple of chairs. n there's even steps to climb up the so called tree house. i imagined myself having a candlelight dinner up there on valentines day. what a sweet thing to do for your valentine's date. well, too bad i don't have one. *hint hint*


enough whining for a day.
i'll write again soon.
byebye loves!

Thursday, February 5, 2009

randomness

the other friendship necklace :)

vain


middle: bakal adik ipar, amir.
my sister is sooo itchy, driving me nuts by talking bout this guy everyday.

pesaing amir, jeevan. jiran depan rumah yg ada big crush kat saiful.

birthday princess :D

delish coffee hazelnut

saja nk show off. i edited this picture, no more puffy eyes!







Wednesday, February 4, 2009

E.R.

went to the ER just now. after the toe accident, i never thought i'll ever need to go to that creepy place again. that sissy doctor who is like any other ER doctor who shows his tired face while attending to patients. that lady with her son whom she loves so much but have no idea what he'll become when he grows up. that overfriendly old chinese man who looks like he's flirting with the nurse. that flat screen teevee showing dumb movies. oh heaven.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

we.love.mr.nosey<3

saya pergi ke kopitiam lagi pada hari ini. :) lepas habis kelas tuition biology, kami bertiga menuju ke kopitiam meredah hujan anjing dan kucing
[raining cats and dogs, ya kelakar. hohoho.]
dan teka siapa kami jumpa?
teka lah.
siapa?
elelelehh, saya tahu kamu tahu.
ya, betul rakanrakan.
MR. NOSEY.
dia berkelakuan baik pada hari ini.
sehingga saya tidak jadi melepaskan maki hamun yg dipendam dari minggu lepas.
malangnya, kamera kesayangan tidak ada bersama saya ketika itu.
tentu ramai yang ternanti-nantikan wajah beliau terpampang di blog ini.
mungkin lain kali saya akan meminta jasa baik sharinna [yang meminati mr. nosey] membantu saya mendapatkan gambar beliau. dan mungkin nombor telefon bimbitnya sekali. wink wink.
huhu. nak pergi membuang air kecil.
selamat tinggal pembaca blog sekalian.
over n out ^^