Friday, July 11, 2008

mission: socialising

dah ramai org baca blog ni
sgt bangga
:DDD


to my new friend, faiz yg comel [juz returning the favor :)]
who recently started blogging after being influenced by me
welcome to the club!




i wanna start socialising from now
fana n shar accused me for being anti-social
that is so not true. okay, maybe half true
its not my fault i'm supershy ;)
the truth is i have a very low self esteem
especially when it comes to interacting with ppl
i can only approach ppl that i feel is in the same league as me
ppl that i have chemistry n comfortable with
u know, that natural feeling u hav when u meet someone new
for me, the most awkward feeling is when i hav to start a conversation
so, instead of talking to ppl i barely know n make myself look like a fool, i chose to keep quiet
people always hav the idea of me being arrogant n cold bcoz i dun talk much
but actually i am nothing like that
i'm very approachable, warm n cuddly! hahaha
i talk n laugh a lot too, u can ask saiful or zharif
maybe i'm sending the wrong message, maybe its my body language, maybe its my facial expression
i dunno, but now i'm trying to be a better me
coz a psychologist must know how to socialise with ppl, different kind of ppl
i love to meet new ppl, make new friends, i juz realise that now