we are the champion

woott wooott!
last 2 weeks, me, rifdi n fana took part in a cooking competition that was held in conjunction with the minggu kemahiran hidup
after 2 weeks of restless days n sleepless nights, the result was revealed
not like other morning, i went to school last tuesday with extra moody n emoish mood
dah la ade perhimpunan rasmi, bleghhh.
blablabla, the perhimpunan went on.
after a few announcement n present giving ceremony, i saw pn. umarani went up the stage
i was like, "awk awk! die nak announce skrg!!" i said to farhana
then, sharinna yg x puas hati dan jealous said, "alaa, korg xkan menang la"
thennnn, jeng jeng jeng
"untuk pertandingan memasak makanan berkhasiat, tempat ketiga jatuh kepada kumpulan zailani"
WOOOOOOO!
"tempat kedua pula jatuh kepada.....kumpulan rifdi!"
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
me n farhana was screaming like mad people when we heard that
in your face shar, in your face!!! hahaha, i didnt say that out loud ofcoz.
i was too happy to notice that teacher didnt mention my name as the winner in the group
but its okay, we still won!
n rifdi went up on stage n collect our prize, a biggg hamper
one thing i noticed, when we were announced as the 2nd place winner, all the eyes were on us
we screamed too loud perhaps, hahaha
anyways, during recess we opened the prize
too bad there were no camera so we didnt take any pictures of the prize :(
xpela, hamper mydin jeeee
i'm happy we won although we only got 2nd place
we obviously cant beat the 1st prize winner because one of the group member is a son/daughter to a professional chef, or so i heard
so to all the people out there who doubted my cooking skills, its proven that i really can cook
oh ya, for the competition we prepared macaroni pie, fruit salad, cocktail jelly n tropical punch drink
umm ummm, yummyyyy!
:D

:(

its hard to pretend

to: who ever yg terasa.


are u mad at me or something?
coz if u do just tell it right to my face
there's no need to treat my differently
or being mad silently n pretend like everything is okay
in case u haven't notice, many things have changed because of u
do u think i like acting like this?
at first i did it because i thought its the only way to help u
but obviously it didn't work!
I'm sorry if u think I've changed
i really don't want this to happen
but i guess it just happen without me even noticed
everyone have their own problems in this world
that includes u n me
what makes us diff is the way we overcome those problems
as far as I'm concerned, I've tried to help u get through things the best i can
i swear to u that what i did was the best i can do as a friend
but now its my turn to overcome my problem
n its not the same like how u did it
i don't tell ppl bout my probs that easily, i dun wanna trouble anyone else, especially u
coz i know u too have a lots to think about
so i just kept quite n keep it to myself
i know I'm suppose to tell u n i will tell u, but know is not the suitable time
since we're not that close anymore like we used to be n we usually don't have the time of day
so forgive me for that if it does hurt u in any way possible
all I'm asking from u is to understand n give me some space coz i really need a lot of space to breath rite now
don't be mad at me for no reason coz it kills me to think every single second that there's something bad going on between us
i believe things will fall back into place n we will be as close as ever
i want u to know that i have faith in u
i trust u more than i trust anybody in this world, we both know that
I've shared things with u that i know i shouldn't share with anyone else
all the things I've said to u is nothing but the truth
so please listen to what I'm trying to say n what I'm not saying
after all, we do have the emotional bond, rite?


i love u n please don't change

sleepyhead

days are passing by too fast
don't u think?


i just woke up from my quick sleep when i wrote this
its 3.41 a.m. n i have no idea what to write
lol, xde idea x pyh la tulis kan?
but i miss blogging, so must write!
anyways, i went to a some kind of charity event a few hours back
tiqots invited sharinna but i sibuk2 nak ikut
at first we thought we're going to the orphanage house near mydin
but then only tiqot told us that its an event that's gotta do with the spastic people
persatuan kanak-kanak istimewa or kanak-kanak spastic
whichever it is, i felt out of place there
when we arrived, i realised everybody was staring at us
maybe we looked too hot, gahahaaaa
the spastic people look very friendly!
i didn't spoke to them but i noticed they smiled at me
their faces glow with excitement
perhaps they were happy and thankful and felt appreciated
we didn't stay long though
since A&W is within a walking distance, we went there n ate waffles!
n once again a guy asked me whether I'm studying in unitar
seriously, do i look that old?
the infamous root beer float completed the meal n makes me full to death
we went back to the event for awhile before shar's mummy picked us up



since i thought we're going to do charity work at the orphanage house
i borrowed a book from the school library titled "chicken soup for the volunteer's soul"
haha, gila semangat kann?
that shows how determined i am to start doing volunteer or charity work
i realise that i can also contribute to the society
if not with money, i can offer my time n a helping hand



i cooked today
pulut with kuah durian!
as u all should know by now, the durian season has arrived
so yesterday me n my parents went to the pasar malam n bought some
the durians there were very niceeee
nice to see, nice to eat. yummyyy
to those who dislike eating durians, i can only say one thing
u don't know what you're missing
;D



chumichumi<3

crush crush crush

I'm feeling very blahh

i cant stop thinking of that guy

that gorgeous, pretty-eyed guy
he even appeared in my dream just now

my day dream to be precise

it's been awhile since i had my last crush

this feeling somehow feels very weird n uncontrollable

a part of me knows that this is not a very good situation to be in

because every time i have this crush thingy, things will end up ugly

well, not all the time. but most of them

they say, be careful what u wish for
asking for something that u want but u don't need is called being selfish

n that's the last thing i wanna be

this is something that i want n in desperate need

chumichumi<3

happy night

event: IU day of smk usj 13

venue: smk usj 13

theme: i love france

after party: sri melur

comments: suckish planning by the interact commitee but thank god we had fun

putra n fana

hisyam bajet kuat

abang mattt! abg mattt!

zafril n yudesh

fana, kaiyuen n hisyam

araff n yudesh

helmi, yudesh, fana

sexy backkk :O

fana n her sweetheart alvin

my signature kissing pose ;P

sue sue suerayaaa

diha n helmi

kamarul hotstuff n shafiq comel

my date, lol. zharif budak rmc bajet. gaaahhh.

me n shar dlm toilet

i see cleavage. do u? ;D

kaiyuen, me, hisyam, fana

cam whore di rumah

i really need to learn how to dance

i'm thinking of pole dancing

heee! :D

chumichumi<3

i was born to tell u i love youuuuu

i got full marks for my English oral
just as i predicted, lol
Patricia loves us :D


i think i'm too cool for school, hahaha
we have our pjk today, like every other Monday
this week cik muriza let us play basketball
ugh, its not that i dun like it, its just not my cup of tea
i prefer playing hockey or tennis or worst comes to worst, badminton [i suck at playing badminton]
in fact, i suck at sports, hahaha
i hate the feeling of adrenaline running through my veins
i hate sweating, i hate to be around sweaty ppl
i hate balls [not THAT balls okay guys]
once, when i was in primary, we played handball for pjk
then, my teacher, encik suhaimi threw a ball and it hit my head
it felt painful as i remember it then, n i started crying
instead of consulting me or apologizing, he LAUGHED at me. yes, he did
he even called me lembik or sumthing, god was i pissed
i never played any balls again since after that traumatic incident



recently, i have this crazy idea of me playing hockey for the school team
since 2 of my uncles are pro hockey players with one of them working part-time as a hockey coach
i thought maybe i share the same hockey genes too
he never quits asking me to play hockey
so, i ask cik muriza but she told me i am too LEMAH LEMBUT for this violent game
hahahaha, i agree with her but i tried to convince her that i will practice hard
but too bad our school doesnt hav hockey team for girls :(
later that week, i told sharinna about this crazy idea of mine
i got a VERY bad respond from her
oh well, i guess action does speaks louder than words
i'll juz have to prove to ppl that i'm not a quiter
i quit swimming, i quit wushu, i give up on cheerleading eventhough i haven't join the team yet
goshh, but i won't quit my guitar, my studies n my ambition or whatever thats coming
so watch out guys n girls, coz i'll rock harder than all of u
hahaha, it feels good to say that



speaking of my guitar, i'm now officially learning to play a song
your call by secondhand serenade
hisyam convinced me to learn this song as he believe its a very easy song
suitable for beginners like me!
but i have one tiny problem
i dont know how to read tabsssss!
hahahahaha, bodoh kan?
nvm, yusof is always there to save the day
:D



chumichumi<3

weehee ^^

josh harnett

teddy geiger

i go for

pretty eyed boys

my weakness

mission: socialising

dah ramai org baca blog ni
sgt bangga
:DDD


to my new friend, faiz yg comel [juz returning the favor :)]
who recently started blogging after being influenced by me
welcome to the club!




i wanna start socialising from now
fana n shar accused me for being anti-social
that is so not true. okay, maybe half true
its not my fault i'm supershy ;)
the truth is i have a very low self esteem
especially when it comes to interacting with ppl
i can only approach ppl that i feel is in the same league as me
ppl that i have chemistry n comfortable with
u know, that natural feeling u hav when u meet someone new
for me, the most awkward feeling is when i hav to start a conversation
so, instead of talking to ppl i barely know n make myself look like a fool, i chose to keep quiet
people always hav the idea of me being arrogant n cold bcoz i dun talk much
but actually i am nothing like that
i'm very approachable, warm n cuddly! hahaha
i talk n laugh a lot too, u can ask saiful or zharif
maybe i'm sending the wrong message, maybe its my body language, maybe its my facial expression
i dunno, but now i'm trying to be a better me
coz a psychologist must know how to socialise with ppl, different kind of ppl
i love to meet new ppl, make new friends, i juz realise that now

my so called hero

if i could say one thing to u
i wanna tell u that when i grow up, i wanna be nothing like u
if i could be another person
u're the last person i wanna be
if i have only one wish
i'd wish for god to let me live in the past where i can love u because u are u

friends

i just wanna say that i love my friends so much
shaaaaaaaaaaaar<3
fanaaaaa<3
intan
ana banana
sera
nabilah
effy
fazreen
saiful
haiqal
akmal
amarul
abg naz
zharif
rasyidi
yufof
u guys means the world to me
irreplaceable, priceless, one of a kind
n to those whom i forget to write their names here, that doesnt mean i dun love u
i love u as much as i love them
spread the love!
make the world a better place :D
act of random kindness

the fat cow

pontenggggg!

thats what i did, weehee!
reasons: sick, lazy, lots of free period
main reason: AVOIDING ENGLISH ORAL WITH MISS PATRICIA a.k.a PATRICK STAR
only god knows how much i dislike her
[i'm not allowed to hate her coz she's my teacher, nnt ilmu x berkat, LOL]
she's so damn bossy, keras kepala, n its always her way
as reported by my trustworthy classmate, syazana sari, miss pat had a bitch fit today in class because most of the students hadnt prepared for the oral
"i have zero tolerance with this kind of behaviour!" is her favourite quote to say when we did not do as we're told
once, she even called one of my classmate 'stupid' because he didnt write his ic number on his oral paper
funnily, she did mention to us that our class is her favourite class n she always looks forward to teach us although our class is on the highest floor
n for our mid year exam, she gave all of us A for english except for one boy
i think thats sweet, but its not enough to make me like her
she needs to work more on her teaching skills AND do a serious wardrobe makeover
fact: she wore skirts thats made from what i think looks like the material that we use to make curtains [its very sad, seriously]



chumichumi<3

i dont feel the love anymore

report card day went well today, i'm glad
apparently, me failing bio n addmaths is not a big deal for my parents
luckily, pn. rina who is substituting my class teacher didnt say anything bad bout me to my parents
ini kerana saya pandai membodek cikgu
lalalalaaa :DDDD
theres nothing to tell anyway, coz i'm a good kid n i behave well i class
LOL


went a date with saiful
lol, date lah sgt
it was a last minute planning actually, but we had fun
dpt lah teman die jalan2, drpd biar die jalan kat kl SORG2 [like he always do if he gets bored]
how pathetic, i know
we watched HANCOCK!
agak best, agak sedih, agak romantic, not so satisfying ending
i should hav watched the incredible hulk
but since saiful is going back to school 2moro, i let him chose the movie
his new hair suits him well
my dad also noticed he looks diff
very handsome boyyy!
hahahaha


did some heavy chores when i got back
juz to get my mind off things
i feel like the love is not in the air anymore
i've been treating ppl coldly n for grantedly
i noticed, but cant do much bout it
as i as well, am not sure why i am behaving like this
maybe because theres too much going on in my life
my mind cant digest 'em all
it may look like nothing's wrong with me physically
but mentally n emotionally i am sick n tired
so, to whom that i hav been treating unfairly, i'm sorry
i dun need u to understand, all i need is some space n time to get hold of everything



service dkt sri melur dh teruk
somebody please do sumthing




chumichumi<3

surviving

what a hectic week!
hav been pretty busy this few days
homeworks, notes, projects, presentations, school mag works
wow! i feel like i'm superwoman
;D
i've never been this busy in my whole entire 16 years of existence
honeymoon year lah konon, tp stress mcm gila
but i'm proud to say thati'm in the editorial board for our school mag!
or atleast thats what i hope n think pn. rina will offer to me after all the hard work i've done
ngahahaha


oh ya,i'm starting to do some work out too n eat healthy
what?! farah work out?! goddamnn u must be joking! dah nak kiamat ke?
yadda yadda
hahaha
i know what u ppl are thinking
i'm trying to stay fit, bkan nak kuruskan bdn or wateva
my mission is to flatten up my belly, dah buncit mcm sial
n give my upper arm some muscle so that its not too flabby
plus, lately i realize that my appetite n tummy has their own seperate mind
they treat me like i'm an eating machine or sumthing
n THAT really pisses me off
theres another reason why i'm doing all this
n that is to motivate my dearest mother who is recently diagnosed with diabetes
although all the doctors n dieticians has adviced her to eat healthy n she said she had tried n still trying
i personally think she's not trying hard enough
soooooo, i took matters into my own hands like i always do n try to help her go through this by following my way
we'll do it mama! we will go through this together! yeahhhhh!
i tell u, its not easy to make her eat all those salads n fruits, eating them is like a nightmare to her
goshhh, sumtimes i wonder where i got my genes from, lol



this coming sabtuday is hell day
[report card day]
cant wait to be grounded
:D



chumichumi<3