my new friend

i have a new friend.

his name is amer arif.

he's a weird guy, but he's nice.

we have 2 things in common.

we both love manchester united.

n we both hate joe jonas.

wondering what he looks like?

too hot to handle.

oldtown kopitiam

went to oldtown again today. with the same budak gila yg rase saham die dh naik tu. i love hanging out at that place coz its very cozy n windy n customer friendly. i seldom eat the heavy food offered there though, i doubt the halal status of the ingredients. so mainly i just drink lemon coke n eat the yummy kaya toast or the blueberry ice cream since they're just simple food.

okay back to the main story. i can consider myself as a regular customer. so i can almost recognise all of the waiters n waitress working there. there's this male waiter i've been eyeing him for awhile now. his face seems familiar to me, quite handsome for a foreigner. Burmese or Filipino or Vietnamese, u know, those kind of unique Asian look. whenever i go there, he'll sure be the one who serves me. maybe its a coincidence, maybe he just happens to be serving the customers outside [usually i'll be sitting in the open air section]. whichever theory lah kan.


the most annoying thing happened today. this very waiter, as usual serves my table without fail. took our orders, brought me my lemon coke n budakgila's toast n milk tea. even before i read the damn menu, he stood there beside me, readily, full-spirited, waiting for me to write my orders. at first i thought, "okaylah, die ni busy kot. sbb tu die nak amek order aku cepat2." being an understanding person i am, i dun really mind at all his presence there.


me n budakgila ate n chitchatted happily n joked our private jokes. suddenly, this male waiter, i shall name him MR. NOSEY, appeared out of the blue n decided to stand by our table n pretend to look somewhere else. CLOSE ENOUGH THERE'S NOT EVEN A GAP BETWEEN HIM N THE TABLE. yeah, that close people. can u imagine how the heck i felt that very moment? my patience was challenged then, but i just kept my cursings to myself. didn't want to start a scene there.


i thought that was it when he just walk away from our table after a few [very long] minutes. but noooooooooo. Mr. nosey there didn't plan to invade our privacy just once. few moments past n there he was, standing right next to me again, close enough i'm sure he can easily listen to our private conversation. goddamn, i swearrrr it felt very awkward. what was he trying to do? pretend that he's james bond n try to gain as much informations from us as he can? he should count his blessing. coz in the future if he tries to be nosey again, i might just hav a bitch fit n only god knows what'll happen to him then.


so next time if u go to the oldtown kopitiam in taipan, beware of mr. nosey here. he might be up to no good. hahahaaa, or worst, he might be working for the bad guys. who knows. i'll put up his picture if i manage to capture one for all you beloved blogreaders to see. overall, i think most of the waiter n waitresses there really isnt qualified to work there, they seriously need to learn how to speak bm n english. sepatah haram pun xtau susah la nak communicate kan?

watched the curious case of benjamin button at farhana's.

oh boy, what a sadsad story.

iloveallofyoublogreaders!cheers!

right back at cha!

aku tau la yg kau rase aku dh gemuk tp kau nk deny dlm hati kan? hahaha, sape yg rase die makin hot tolong senyap. sape yg rase die dah makin ramai peminat tolong diam. pegi masuk summer hunk la weyyy baru kite boleh cakap k? :P n stop playing cupid. nk aku letak gambar kau kat laman web cari jodoh?

today, keluar dgn budak gila, lepak oldtown kejap.

me: wey, aku rase aku dh gemuk la. kan?

budakgila: yeke? asl sume org rase diorg makin gemuk eh? aku rase aku makin hot la.

VERY THE MASUK BAKUL ANGKAT SENDIRI. enough said.

my life is gettin pretty dull lately. since the holiday has nothing interesting to offer, i ended up doing stupid things like making a food box for a cute squirrel who happens to hang out on top of my tall orange tree in my backyard garden. and braiding my hair so i can look like a nigga. well, i love being in my own bubble. say whatever u have to say, jealous people.

need to braid my cat's fur, woohoo.

love u lots, blogworms!

for the charming eyes only

hello to all u lovely and charming blog readers!

it feels good to write again!

since school starts, i've only been able to online late at night before bed.

ofcourse, the time is not enough for blogging.

the time is never enough these days, sigh.

here's some update on what i've been up to:

1.finished reading breaking dawn. so sad man. the book was really2 nice. the best out of the rest i should say. needless to say, now i'm having the biggest crush at jacob black.

2. been squeezing my brain to think of a theme for the blue house marching team.

3. finding new fresh ideas for our school mag. since i'm the president (not editor, yet :P) i feel obligated to make this year's school mag the best mag than the years before. gila poyo, i know.

4. homeworks, what else. they're piling up fast. a good stock to last for the holidays. double sigh.

5. saving money. lalalaaa.

will keep u updated soon!

love yaaaaa

hari lahir

its my party and i'll cry if i want to.
cry if i want to.
cry if i want toooooooo.







but i hope i dont.
like last year.
oh goddd, what a nightmare.
another 5 hours 10 minutes to go...

nous certainement rencontrerons un jour mais ne mettons pas vos espoirs trop haut

thats what u call love? gosh man, u've still got lots to learn. i surely had no idea what's your definiton of love. fix yourself, will ya? u really let me down this time.

for you my dearest friend

its very late now to even write. or shall i say early? who cares anyway. i suddenly had this urge to express my current feelings in this precious blog of mine. these thoughts in my head that kept me awake till now, 4.57am.


theres questions popping up that began to make me second guessing myself. am i behaving badly as a friend? are my advices that suckish till no one, or shall i say that specific someone, choose not to take it? all i want to do is trying to help. but clearly it doesnt seems to work, or even make a slightest change to the situation. is it me, i kept asking. but i know the answer, its already in my head ready to spill it to u. its not me, its you!


it may sound absuredly selfish but thats what i think. u may think otherwise, i dont care. okay, maybe i'm known for my horrible mood swings n i tend to behave over-dramatically at times. thats just my reaction, i tried my best not to let it affect the situation. we humans does have limits. in case u havent notice, I AM A HUMAN. not some feelingless alien freak from mars! so, do understand.


all i want is for u to listen. listen to what i have to say, listen to yourself. listen to what people around u are saying. after all, this life is not just about you. stop making yourself as miserable as hell. what ever that upsets u, just let it go n believe me, it will help u to get over it. tell me, how can u get over a thing when u kept holding on to it? everyone hav been through the bad times but we move on because theres so much more to life than just thinking bout what we cant fix or change.


at times i feel like u're treating me like a stranger. why? am i one to u? its just frustrating when u acted so differently. u said u've been hurt by my words n action, like i'm not by yours! like i said before, its not all about u. one thing that i think u forgot is that i am n always will be there when u need me. it doesnt matter if we dont see each other's faces often. we can still tell each other stuffs. its doesnt make any diff.


i have my reasons not to see u when u asked to see me. but when i asked u about ur probs, u refused to tell me. how am i suppose to help if u're not trying to help me help u?? u're the one who told me theres no secrets between us. i guess its easier said than done huh?


i'm not writing this to play the blame game. i'm here because i need u to know what i feel inside. we've been busy arguing n failed to have a proper grown up conversation. if u've found a better friend that can take over my place than i'm happy u did. what else can i say? stop making your life miserable damn it.