lately i feel so stress. i have this feeling like i'm becoming ugly n fat. acne's are popping up from my skin n i feel disgust to look at my own friggin face in the mirror every day. maybe its the hormones imbalance or its that time of month. whatever it is, i hope i'll pass this phase n move on to the next.
is it okay to be ugly n fat? sometimes i feel like being ugly n fat is a crime. most of the ugly people or fat people or the combo of these two get tease for their physical lack in beauty. no matter how nice or sweet or kind or intelligent they are, people always put them in the situation that can make them feel low. like they are the lower class of humans, the unwanted. people shouldn't do that. coz depressed people can turn into crazy or shall i say, mentally ill people. theres enough crazy people out there roaming this world, no need to add more. i dun want my next door neighbour turn out to be a serial killer or whatever. whatever u do, just remember that everything in this world happens like a chain reaction. things u do today will effect your own tomorrow. (so lame)
anywho. i just learn that if u like/love someone, u have to show it. give him/her signs or else he/she wouldnt know. or if u are brave, just tell that person in the face that u like him/her. how will he/she ever gonna know the real thing if u just keep it to yourself n refuse to make any move? its not her fault if he/she ended up turning to other guy/girl. and when that day comes, it'll be too little too late to be sorry.
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