blog war

dun take this personally my friend.

• yeah, disease sakit perut :)
• I'm not sure. but I'm concern bout OUR image okay. since THEY don't know u that well like i do, they might think that you're crazy or somehow retarded. okay?
• oh yeahh, i couldn't agree with u more on that one. I'm just too precious i guess. heheheeee.
• work it, work it hard! haha. learn from the pro bebehhhh.

why should I be jealous of YOU? i have everything that u don't. hahaaa. like boobies.

stupid cartoon

i drank a bottle of 7up last nite. u know what that means. hahaaa. but noooothiiiinnggggggggg can break me.

cause i'm already broken :D

read this donkey

this is just a RANDOM post. *wink wink*

• i DO have a stomach. only that it cant function well whenever you're around. because you're a disease :D
• u CAN make all those freaking faces. just not in front of my friends.
• i AM a lesbo. thats why all the relationships i had didnt work out.
• if u ask a retarded blind son of a monkey, he would agree with me that your blog is the lamest. its a fact, man.

you're just jealous because u cant be my gay, homo, spermless guyfriend. kan? hahahahaaa. in your face, sucka!

ada sesiapa nak kawan dgn saya?

criteria:

• guy
• not straight
• homosexual
• not attracted to girls
• ugly
• not attractive
• have been through vasectomy

too bad saiful you're not qualified for this job.

dum dee dum

to: saiful
jgn perasan aku tulis heartspill tu psl kau k? hahahaaaaa. i know u loveeeeeeeee to read my blog. n i know you're a die hard fan of my wonderfooooooool blog. cehh cehhhhhh. admit jela wey kau bace blog aku 5 kali sehari semalam. [melebih dah, okay stop]



lepak-ed with my bestfriend juznow. dah la last week gado. tetibe je baik2 n buka sama2. haha. air dicincang tidak akan putus :D anyways, didnt try shisha today. dh berazam nak try tp takut. so lame. ade org tuuuuu siap offer rokok kannnn. bodoh. hahaha. i love u so much doe. kau gila.



i miss haiqal teddy weddy. congrats for the pj hilton job. hahaha. this is the moment when i can tell the whole world how proud i am to have a friend like youuuu. :D u people out there ade keeee kwn yg dpt keje kat pj hilton? hahahaha, sial je. u rock haiqal!


i'm too happy being single now. bleh lesbo2 ngan farhanot n sharinnot. x penting, haha. just wanna say i love my bestfriends too much. nothing can top my love for them. korg ni mcm drugs doe. make me high when i'm feeling low. eeee! i dun think i can love my suami more than i love u guys. bad news for u candidates out there. muahahahaaaa. for now la. maybe 10 years in the future lain pulak kan? still have hope :)



RAYA RAYA RAYA! i'll be going back on sunday. kampung, here i comeeee! since my kampung dun have internet, i wont be able to post for quite awhile. i'll be staying there for a few days. HAPPY HARI RAYA TO EVERYONEEE!

code name: psycho freako

bolehkah minuman ringan memberi kesan seperti dadah? sy harap ia boleh, sy percaya ia boleh. sy baru sedar yg kadangkala, bila sy tertekan atau kecewa, sy akan minum minuman ringan dengan byk sekali. pelik kan? sy tahu. seperti haritu, sy keluar bersama rakan2. dan ada rakan sy yg seorang ini telah membuat jiwa sy begitu tertekan. akibatnya, sy telah minum satu tin coke dan 7up. dlm masa tidak sampai 15 minit. mungkin apabila sy menelan air itu, rasa gas yg menyucuk membuatkan sy melupakan kesakitan jiwa sy [what is lame in malay? poyo?]. mungkin. mungkin juga sy membayangkan dan mengharap yg apa sy minum itu adalah minuman keras yg boleh membuatkan sy mabuk dan melupakan masalah sy. ini ialah teori sy sendiri, sbb itu ia berbunyi mengarut. kalau ada panadol kan lg best. hahaha, suicide atempt x pasal2.

yeay yeay! raya nak dah dekat! namun raya tahun ni mcm kurang bermakna. maybe psl baju raya sy hanya dua. dua2 kebaya :'( Tulaaa, bajet nak berjimat lagiii. padan muka xde baju raya byk. [ckp kat diri sendiri] xpelah, there's always next year bebeh. penemuan terbaru: sy menghidap penyakit bermusim. iaitu penyakit x boleh dgr lagu raya. gle sakai sbb bukak je radio mesti ade lagu2 raya yg emo. hitz ngan fly pun psg lagu raya, xleh harap lgsg. hahaha. x psl2.

azam raya tahun ni:

1. post kad raya yg bersepah di rumah
2. jangan mengharap org bagi duit raya, sbb dh besar panjang
3. jangan ckp "i want two" bila org bg angpau
4. ajak ramai org dtg rumah tgk karpet yg baru beli n dipilih sendiri :P
5. blaja main mercun. dun be such a chicken ass.
6. jangan usha cousin sendri
   

heartspill 2

i hate it when u lie
it hurts that it made me cry
i hate it when u cheat
but u make my heart skips a beat

i hate it when you're not here
as if you've disappear
i hate it when you're gone
it makes me feel alone

i hate to think about u
but there's nothing much i can do
i hate it when you're being too kind
cause i know you'll never be mine

i hate it when you're with her
although she's such a dear
n i know u hate it too
when I'm with you-know-who

despite all the hate
i know all of these are fate
shake me, break me, no matter what u do
I'll always be here, waiting for u

sesuatu yg melemahkan iman anda

exam is just around the corner. n i'm still relaxing n when i'm suppose to be studying. yeay me!








lately i've been pissy alot. the other day i had a fit for no apparent reason. i thought that time of month might be arriving soon. but i see not signs of it. perhaps i didnt realize i'm acting like this because someone made me feel like this. oh well, it doesnt matter anymore, does it?








news flash: i baked a cake last monday! damn, it taste superdelicious. technically, i didnt bake it because it doesnt need baking. its just a simple mixing here n there n pop it in the fridge to set. easy eyh? haha. to all u useless cake bakers out there, this cake will sure be your favourite to bake. try it! here are some of the pictures of my pride n joy :D

i got the recipe from here

lifeless

juz so u know, it hit me really hard right in the heart. where its already broken.

super hot n sunny day

i am such an impossible person, i know
:D





in this posting, i want to post it it malay. i guess i read too much malay blogs. n i realized that i'm actually proud to be a malay. walaupun rojak.
be prepared









semalam sy boleh katakan bahawa sy gembira. kenapa? akan sy ceritakan sebentar lagi.





selepas sekolah tamat dan solat jumaat berakhir, saya dan sharinna menemani rakan baik kami, farhana ke saloon. ini kerana farhana mahu meluruskan kembali rambutnya selain membaiki kecacatan pada rambut depannya [fringe]. sambil amoi itu bermain2 dengan rambut farhana, kami bertiga melakukan apa yang kami mampu lakukan dgn hebat [wtf?] iaitu mengumpat. haha, maksud sy di sini ialah bergossip. kami juga sempat berkenalan dengan kakak pencuci rambut berkerakyatan indonesia di situ yang begitu peramah sekali melayan kami seperti adik2nya.


sekitar pukul 5, kami berangkat ke rumah farhana semula kerana cuaca terlalu panas utk membeli belah di bazar ramadhan. kira2 pukul 630, kami ke bazar bersama adik beradik farhana yg lain. agak ramai juga pengunjung yg masih membeli juadah berbuka ketika kami tiba. lalu kami bertiga berjalan berpegangan tangan meredah lautan manusia2 yg rambang mata melihat terlalu banyak makanan yg boleh dibeli. ketika kami berjalan beriringan, tiba2 kami terjumpa tujuan kami ke bazar ramadhan itu. kelihatan dari jauh syafie sedang mempromosikan gerainya.

sharinna: "far far! tu syafie kan far! jom jom!"
farah: "ohmygoddd, xyah la ckp kuat2. nnt kte pusing satu round then kite singgah la" [dgn nada bengang bercampur malu. ]

maka kami pun berpusing di hujung. tiba2 kedengaran..

"chumi goreng! chumi baju merah goreng! mari mari!"

rupa2nya seorang abg sengaja mencari psl dgn mengejek sy yg ketika itu sedang memakai baju t berwarna merah dgn tulisan CHUMI di hadapannya. alangkah malunya sy ketika itu. tapi sy sempat memberikan senyuman kepada abg itu. dlm hati sy berkata 'tak lawak pun la abg'


kami terukan berjalan. dan ketika sedang mencari2 gerai syafie...

sharinna: "far! tu zharif kan?"
farah: "zharif? zharif mane? mane mane?" [sambil mencari2]
sharinna: "tuuulaaaaaaa" [sambil menundingkan jari ke arah sebuah gerai] "zharif bestfriend
awk la, zharif mane lg"
farah: "owhhhhh"


lalu kami pun singgah di gerai yg menjual kebab itu. tetapi malangnya apabila sy menegur zharif, dia seperti tidak suka akan kehadiran sy di situ. dia sekadar membalas menggunakan isyarat seperti bercakap dengan org bisu ketika sy bertanya kepada dia. mungkin dia tidak merindui sy atau mungkin dia tidak mahu sy melihatnya bekerja di gerai. haih. namun, sy tetap membeli sepotong kebab di gerai itu sebagai tanda sokongan sy kepada zharif yg tidak berbelah bagi.



setelah selesai, kami pun menuju ke gerai syafie yg terletak bertentangan dengan gerai zharif tadi. dr jauh kelihatan die sudah tersenyum menanti kehadiran kami bertiga.

farah: "heyyyyyy! jual ape ni?" [bodoh tak soalan sy?]
syafie: "bubur. macam2 bubur ada. beli la, nnt i kasi diskaun" [sambil tersenyum lagi dan memperkenalkan bubur2nya]
farah: "hahaha"
sharinna: "yelaaaa, kan die suke kat farah"
farah: "ape benda sial awk ni. megarut je"
farah: "owhhhh, ape yg special/sedap kat sini?"
syafie: "taktau lah. semua special!"
farah: "yeke? hurmmm, taktau la nk bli yg mane. shar, awk pilih la, kte bayar"
sharinna: "okay. kte suke bubur chacha ni."
farah: "sedap ke? okay lah, amik dua. brape sume skali?"
syafie: "RM3.00."
farah: "owh, harga biase brape?"
syafie: "RM2.50. tapi xpelah, harga kawan2." [sambil membungkus, dia mencapai sebekas bubur gandum dan memasukkannya ke dalam plastik]
farah: "ehh, ape ni?"
syafie: "bagi free. alaaa, skali skale."
farah: "hahaha. thanx!"
sharinna: "haha, bestnyeee. tiap2 hari kte beli kat sni la. bleh dpt bubur free!"
farah: "okaylah. thanx. byeeee."
sharinna n farhana: "byeeee!"


setelah itu kami pun beredar. farhana pulang megikut abangnya. manakala sy dan sharinna megikut ayah sy.


tamatlah cerita. setelah sy membuat kesimpulan, sy masih tidak megerti mengapa sy gembira semalam. mungkin sebab sy berbangga melihat rakan2 sy bersemangat berniaga di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini. bg sy, its cool :)



p/s: syafie hanyalah rakan sekelas sy yg baru masuk ke sekolah kami. kami hanya rakan, tidak lebih. sharinna hanyalah cemburu sebab itu dia berkata begitu. sedangkan dia yg suka syafie :DDDD

OhSoTouching

Baby here I am

Banging on your front door

My pride spilled on the floor

My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you

Begging for a second chance

Are you gonna let me in?

I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying

Touch these hands that can't stop shaking

Hear my heart that's barely beating

You will see a different girl

what floats your oats?

sitting here blogging in front of the PC
listening to boy band songs
backstreet boys, n'sync-my latest downloads
these are the songs that brings back so many memories
pleasant memories of my childhood days, fun days, problemless days
when britney spears n spice girls n n'sync n backstreet boys n westlife rock the universe
but not anymore, now they're categorised in the gay song department
haha, its okay to listen to them once in awhile
especially at times like this
when your brain system can't digest latest n modern jams
metal, rock, techno, ska, dangdut [hahaha, too shittay]
so, as a resolution, listen to whatever that able to soothes your brain n your soul
hell with what people gonna say, we all have our own comfort songs
its works like comfort food [chocs, ice creams]
the kind that u eat limitlessly in your room or in front of the TV to calm yourself after breaking up with your gf/bf
instead, these are songs, not food.
something that u don't have to consume and doest have to go through your digestive system
something that doesn't add to your weight and doesn't make u feel guilty taking it
the best way for u girls out there to release all your anger, frustration n depression
SING YOUR SONG OUT LOUD
scream if u have to, show your falsetto, let the world listen to your song
but boys n girls, please consider the consequences before u try this method
there are great possibilities that u may get tomato thrown at your face
beware.or just go for the eat-till-u-cant-fit-through-the-door method
huh, i am so crapping shit rite now
my advise to u. yeah, that's rite. YOU:

1. don't go around and break people's heart
2. do listen to gay songs always

toodles people, i love youuu :)

ramadhan

happy fasting people!

i would like to take this opportunity to wish all the Muslims Happy Ramadhan!

22 days to go till raya!!!

the late update is due to my laziness n my business

so here's the details of my first day of fasting :)

first day of fasting was as usual very excruciating

its not easy to get use to not eating

the day felt so long and the time seems to past by too slow, much slower than usual

ohhh, even a piece of plain bread looked delicious

luckily for me, food doesn't bother me much today

i even watch a few cooking shows today, no big deal for me

for breaking fast or berbuka for the first day of fasting, i made WANTANS

some ppl called in wonton or wanton

wantan is basicly a bag-like shape dumplings with meat filling

yeah, its like dumplings but has its own identity

this is originally a Chinese delicacy, i learned this recipe from my chinese aunt

i hav a few chinese aunts n chinese blood does run through my veins

i'm proud to be a melayu celup! :D

how to make wantan

the meat filling

wantan skin

wantan skin with meat filling

fold it like that

the press it together around the wantan so that it look like a pouch/money bag

fried 'em

end product

jeng jeng jeng! foot licking good :)