Friday, June 8, 2012

i need anger management

i just feel like i wanna slap someone for no reason -.-

hmm, maybe its that time of the month. ya know, hormone imbalance and what not. it's getting outta control! but it feels good 8)

anyways, i'm not suppose to blog now cause its study week. blogging feels so...sinful. been sick for the wholeeeee weeek! so i can't really study in peace.

went to the ER just now to get myself checked. dah telan ubat banyak2 tapi tak baik jugak. ottoke! so emak being an emak, decided to bring me straight to the hospital.

i get shivers when i walked around the ER. its my first time going there after my toe incident. when i look at the floor, i remembered the pool of blood..and my screaming *aaaaaaaaaa*...and the stupid doctor who looked so blur i could have slapped him if i wasn't in so much pain.

yeah, i saw that doctor again, after 4 years. the urge to slap him is still there, but not as strong. and that will forever remain as the most terrifying experience i've ever experienced.

went to the bank today to settle some stuff that needed to be settled. all i can say is maybank sucks. haihh, the first time i went to the one near my mother's office. gila lembap! orang nak reactivate atm card pun nak kena tunggu berjam-jam. i got impatient so i just left.

today, i went to the one at bangsar. it took me less then 15 minutes to get my card reactivated. i don't know whether its the place factor or what (bangsar kan ramai datuk-datuk kaya so takleh la biar diorg tunggu macam rakyat jelata yang lain). tapi serious lain gilaaaa service between the two branch.

thats not even the worst part.

i've been applying for something something since february and until now, they have not get it approved yet. everytime i go there, mesti adaaaa je alasan. and everytime i check my maybank2u, belum jugak approve. haihh, hangin betul.

thennnn, just now when i was there to reactivate my card, kebetulan terjumpa abang yang supposedly incharge of the thing that i applied for. HE SAID THE THING IS STILL NOT PROCESSED!

ni yang nak nafs ammarah ni (islamic psychology joke). pastu boleh pulak nak bagi alasan yang macam nak makan penampar. pastu suruh apply baru. apekah? it's already june you freaking imbicile. (haha, i feel so poyo so nak jugak guna imbicile sebab bunyi best)

can you feel the anger in this post? hahahaha, blame it on the hormones :D this post is just to release my built up anger. i don't actually have any specific reason to be angry.

now nak pergi cari makanan. teringin nak makanan durian and sushi! seperately la ofcourse.

toooodles!

p/s: already missing my ali baba. tak sabar nak balik after exam, nak lambung2 si comel itu.

credit: rizal razman's FB

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