heart spill

why do we have to choose? why must we make decisions? why cant we just try all the options we have. and if things doesn't work out as we want it to be, there's always a 'rewind' button u can press. and with a blink of an eye, u can start it all over again from where u left it. ahhh, if only that's real. i hate choosing, i hate making decisions. i can make big decisions like what i want to be when i grow up, or what car I'm gonna buy when i start working. but little decisions like what shirt should i wear today, or should i eat toast with jam or pb&j, or even should i wash my hair now or later is what making life hard for me. CHOICES. sometimes its good to have so many options and choices u can choose from. but the more choices u get, the more complicated things will be for u when it comes to choosing. u'll be indecisive. guilt will fill your heart when the choice u choose will break someone else's heart. then u'll think that its better not to choose rather then letting others down with u're decision. but u can't always please others. sometimes u have to make sacrifices in order to get what u want, as selfish as it sounds, deep in ur heart u know that's true, that's the only way. that's how life goes. people will somehow move on n forget all that have ever happened. so its okay to live life n make the decision that u feel is good for u, even if u have to break hearts along the way. its better to suffer now than later.