:'(

maybe we're not meant to be together after all

nina's bday party on merdeka's eve

event: razreena and razliyana's birthday party

venue: medan damansara [rumah mama miah]

time: 430 onwards

..this posting displays pictures of me that hasn't been edited yet, so please excuse my ugliness tq..

cake cutting ceremony

cake cutting ceremony 2

cake 1: yana's cake

cake 2: nina's cake

atuk ani

from left: aunty sal, atuk ani, aunty liz, sara

behind: atuk ayah n huda

when the moms get to play musical chair

bday girl 1: yana

bday girl 2: nina

iwan trying to be Pamela Anderson

my current favourite cousin, haziqah

aunty liz tersayang

sara n awa :D

psychotic me desperate to be pregnant

to rasyidi, read this freakos

reply to !@#$#$%^&&**(

hey
i ajak okay
u yg klu pg mane2 x ajak i
;(

heart spill

why do we have to choose? why must we make decisions? why cant we just try all the options we have. and if things doesn't work out as we want it to be, there's always a 'rewind' button u can press. and with a blink of an eye, u can start it all over again from where u left it. ahhh, if only that's real. i hate choosing, i hate making decisions. i can make big decisions like what i want to be when i grow up, or what car I'm gonna buy when i start working. but little decisions like what shirt should i wear today, or should i eat toast with jam or pb&j, or even should i wash my hair now or later is what making life hard for me. CHOICES. sometimes its good to have so many options and choices u can choose from. but the more choices u get, the more complicated things will be for u when it comes to choosing. u'll be indecisive. guilt will fill your heart when the choice u choose will break someone else's heart. then u'll think that its better not to choose rather then letting others down with u're decision. but u can't always please others. sometimes u have to make sacrifices in order to get what u want, as selfish as it sounds, deep in ur heart u know that's true, that's the only way. that's how life goes. people will somehow move on n forget all that have ever happened. so its okay to live life n make the decision that u feel is good for u, even if u have to break hearts along the way. its better to suffer now than later.

ploop!

this morning i went to school to receive an award for getting straight a's in my pmr last year in conjunction with the perasmian sekolah. damnnn, it was tiring. i hate going up on stage. u can call me pathetic loser but admit that i'm a stage-phobic. LOL! the datuk who rasmikan our school is very funny. he made us do stupid things like we're some kind of kindergarten kids or something. first he ask us to put our index finger at the side of our head and ask us to say something2. goddd, it was freaking lame n embarrassing. but it's funny though.



i went to sunway too today after school. i teman farhana window shopping for raya. one word, TIRED. we round2 the whole sunway n i'm not joking when i say i can loose weight drastically if i do that everyday. haha. the best part was when farhana confidently went in the 'bangsar' laundry shop when we were suppose to go to the za altera shop. i laugh uncontrollably till the mamak who jaga the laundry shop gelak skali. tula fana, len kali jgn la confident sgt.


n todayyyyyyyy, i thought FAIZ a new word. S.A.R.C.A.S.T.I.C. hehehe. according to the dictionary, sarcastic means using sarcasm. SARCASM pulak bermaksud a way of using words that implies the opposite of what they mean, so as to upset or mock someone. origin of sarcasm, Greek sarkasmos. so faiz, please open the dictionary always. lol.

MAHA 2008

Friday, 22nd august 2008

we went to taman pertanian wateva wateva to visit the maha 2008. basically, maha is an annual event held to promote the farming and agriculture industries. at least that's what i think based on my personal observation. many companies, especially upraising ones take this opportunity to promote their products commercially to the people. i must say this is a very interesting yet educational event that should be given more publicity. although maybe some of you may think this is boring because u're not interested in being a farmer or so, but believe me u'll learn more than u expected. as soon as we arrive there, i was amazed by how big the exhibition ground was. the place was not a flat ground, in fact the exhibition started from the bottom of the hill and climbs way up. u can imagine how huge the place is and of course thousands and thousands of people.

have u seen purple chillies before? i found this when i was browsing for chili plant. not like your normal bird's eye chili [cili padi] that's super hot, this special barney-coloured chili tasted sour.

i fell in love with this fury cute chubby wubby cow. sadly, he's not local. or i could have bought him. :D

tadaaaaaaaa! may i present u with the all time favourite milk machine! :)

we took a ride uphill in this interesting looking transport.



another unusual thing i found. white bunga kantan plant. its imported from Brazil. my mum thinks its unique n she bought a plant for rm35.

normal pink-coloured bunga kantan. cheaper, rm15. n yeah, my mum bought this one either.

i love orchids <3

i thought Ali is fair? hahaha, lamest joke ever. -.-"

budak gila

look at him. just by looking at this picture u can know why this post is titled that way.

despite his sometimes weird attitude, this guy is okay. enough said.

hahaha, i think this picture looks freakishly funny not to mention retarded n cacat-ed.

sorry, i cant puji u lebih2. kutuk bleh la.

:D

another sunless day

Thursday, 21st august 2008
abah, mama, iwan, ina n i went to klcc. ina was very excited and have been wanting to go to klcc for quite a while. but we always had plans during weekends that made it hard for us to find the right time to go there. this is because her sole reason to go to klcc is to play at the playground and swim in the public pool. well, swimming isn't the perfect word to use because the pool there is very shallow and is only meant for kids playing water splashing. i went there once when i was very little and boy, it's sure fun being a kid where you can swim nakedly in the pool without having to worry bout people staring at you or wateva. hahaha, the naked part is totally exaggerating. anyway, i slept late the night before and that made me woke up late in the morning which causes mama to berleter till she is sure that I'm fully awake. god, i really hates it when she do that. like I've wrote before, rainy and cold days are my kryptonite and that surely doesn't make me any happier waking up to a rainy morning. u must agree with me when i say rainy mornings is the perfect time to stay in bed and just snooze your day away without having to do other things. like going to stupid klcc where the grounds are wet making your jeans soaking wet too. back to the main story here people. it was still raining when we arrived and later we decided to go window shopping at suria klcc while waiting for the rain to stop. the food at the food court was very delicious except for the pad tai that i remembered tasted very plain. i wonder how that dish can be a hit among the customers there. atleast thats what the lady who worked there told us. but no doubt fettuccine alfredo was the bomb! basically, everything there was nice. when we finished window shopping and lunch, the rain still drizzling lightly outside. by the look of the dark sky, we're convinced that the clouds still have much to pour. so we headed back to the car park and went straight home. theres always another day for a splash in the water, perhaps a sunnier one.

new haircut

i got a new haircut
:D

since last year I've been dreaming of having a new hair do.

short and simple but still adorable.

but i never had the balls get it done.

so last Friday, i woke up very determined n full of semangat to go to the saloon.

but sadly, the freaking bitch hairstylist at the saloon successfully messed up my fringe by trimming it too short

goddamnit i was pissed but i managed to restrain myself from having a bitch fit that day.

nahhh, hair can always grow. it can be fixed, no biggy.

but i have to give credits to that hairstylist for doing such a great job on my hair.

surprisingly, i really love my new hair. despite the ugly fringe

hahahh, my hair look a bit like Julia Stiles in the movie The Prince and Me

i just called fana n she told me she went for a haircut at the very same saloon today n guess what? that same bitch messed up her fringe too.grrrr, can i just sue that stylist for being freaking careless? she cant go around n mess up people's hair!

latest addiction

TWILIGHT

freakish, i'm really crazayyyyy bout this book.

its mainly bout a vampire who fallen in love with a human girl.

this very drop-dead-gorgeous vampire named Edward Cullen tries hard to fight the temptation to kill bella swan in order to feed on her tasty blood.

somehow bella's blood is his 'favourite flavour' n her scent appeals so much more to him then its does to the other vampires.

i must say, this book must be on your must read list because it has a very interesting storyline

if u're looking for a romance novel but yet not that mushy2 n gooey2, this book is perfect

ROMANCE

+

THRILLING

+

SUSPENSE

=

TWILIGHT

THE TWILIGHT SAGA

twilight ~ new moon ~ eclipse ~ breaking dawn

robert pattinson, edward cullen

kristen stewart, bella swan

emmett cullen, rosalie hale, esme cullen, edward cullen, carlisle cullen, alice cullen, jasper hale

trip

yeayy yeayy
my class is organising a trip to malacca!
we're planning to go there by end of this year
around early november
but its only a 2 days 1 night trip
so sad kan? :(
cikgu lah x bg tido 2 hari, kolot
i'm very excited to go cause i never had the chance to hang out with my classmates
although some of us have been classmates since form 1
hehe, maklumlah kami budak2 nerd xske socialise
LOL!
but its 3 months away
haihh, must go through exam first

...

hahahaha
its funny when this thought pops in my mind
i've been passed around without me even realizing it
how wonderful~
keep up the good work boys
;)




















know what? u guys really suck.
go fuck a duck.

squeek squeek

what did me n my blog do that offend u so much?
get over it babe or things will never work out between us
coz i'm sick of being nice n in return, u treat me like shit
eventhough we've moved on, that doesnt mean we cant talk to each other rite?



okayyyyy, here are some things that i wanna make clear:

1. haiqal, i dah x emo ngan u, k?
2. i miss my jaja, my ex bestfriend
3. one of my boyfriend-to-be quality is definitely not a loser
4. saya tak sombong, stop calling me that
5. i hate cat fights. violence is not an option
6. i love my friends, bestfriends, boyfriends, sis, bro n all the people i know so much :D hope u guys love me back