the best day

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run

Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold

I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall

But I know you're not scared of anything at all

Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away

But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean

I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys

And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away

And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school

But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you

Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay

But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger

God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run

And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three

You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me

It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs

And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall

I know you were on my side even when I was wrong

And I love you for giving me your eyes

For staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say

That I had the best day with you today

my silly teacher

my class teacher, Puan Noradzlinda IM-ed me on facebook just to say this:

"sorry ganggu.. cikgu nak mintak tolong sikit.. husband cikgu
tak cukup neighbor, boleh add farah jadi friends dia?"

"kesian kat dia.. nak upgrade farm tapi tak cukup neighbor."

-.-"

my class teacher is so cool.

camerakurakuramarama

i want to buy a new digital camera. anyone wants to suggest anything?

it must be:

NOT SO EXPENSIVE RM400-600

NOT SO BULKY

NOT SO LOUSY

NOT SO GAY?

i'm desperado but i'm too lazy to google. teehee.

limit

every person in this world has their own limit point.

it shows how much pain one can endure, how tough they are, how patient they are, how strong they are at keeping up with the nonsense that other people create for them.

but what happens when a person have reached his/her limit point and realize that they couldn't take it anymore?

they break.

as for me, every time i felt like breaking, i kept telling myself,

"I'm flexible, i'm stretchable. i'm like a rubber, and rubbers don't break."

yeah, they don't. but hearts do.

what would you do if...

two of your friends fight and you know one of them is at fault while the other one is suffering because of it?



heh. no comment.

i'm like a dwarf and you're like?

so, intan, sera and i went to strawberry fields for dinner today. well, early dinner at least since it was only 6.30 then. we were having so much fun chitchatting UNTIL....


jeng jeng jeng!


a kid came out of nowhere and ask for donation. he said he was from an orphanage and he's collecting donation by selling this 'minyak urut' wtf.


first thing about him that pisses me off is the fact that he asked for a specific amount of money. say, 10 bucks. aren't donation suppose to be like 'suka-hati-kita-lah-nak-bagi-berapa-ringgit'? any amount will do as long as its sincere, right?


second, was his shitty attitude that made me feel like slapping him on the lips (sepak bibir, inside joke) the conversation between us sounded something like this:


kid: assalamualaikum. kak, saya dari rumah anak2 yatim nak mintak derma...blabla...minyak ni 10 ringgit...blablabla.

intan: sorry la dik, kitorang takde duit kecik.

kid: kak, ni untuk rumah anak2 yatim kak.

intan: tapi kitorang tengah tunggu mak kitorang datang. and kitorang pun bawak duit cukup2 nak makan. (seriously)

kid: kak, tolong la ni untuk rumah anak2 yatim.

intan: mintak maaf banyak2. kitorang memang takde duit kecik.

kid: akak tukar la duit. (WHATAFUCKKK)

*we were so pissed by now*

intan: far, awak la cakap dengan dia.

me: dik, kitorang memang takde duit kecik. ape kata adik pergi mintak dengan orang lain. *i made a face*


hahaha. i'm so evil, i know. but somebody gotta teach that kid some manners. he's so pushy and rude. at last, i gave up and gave him 1 buck to make him leave. after that, he left, walked right past intan and intan heard him said something like, "ada duit tapi taknak bagi"


again. WHATAFUCKKKK?!


suka hati bapak aku la nak bagi berapa pun. anak yatim ke, anak ape ke, kisah ape aku. kalau perangai macam tu, tak guna mintak sedekah. pegi jual cd porn je lagi baik dari buat dosa sakitkan hati orang.

i'm actually very cool when it comes to people asking for donation. i'd give everytime anyone ask, except for when i don't bring enough money or when that person asking for it looks like someone who would enjoy the money by buying drugs afterwards or something.

but this kid was really pathetic and ..... what's 'tak sedar diri' in english? hah, that!

okay, i'm letting it go know. fuhhhh~