strawberries and honey combs.

18

when you're 18, everything suppose to make sense. HALF TRUE.

I HAD THE GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVER !

a big thank you to all my friends who did a great job at organizing my surprise party. it was great and i can't ask for anything better. they're such good liars! i admit, i was fooled. i felt like being punk'd on MTV except that there was no ashton kutcher. well, i'll get my revenge soon >:)

i dedicate this post specially to:

sharinna n nabilah

fana

isaac, iris n stella

haiqal

and......

abu, tasha, adam, kamarul, husna, effy, ab, nadiah, ian, rahul, sherwin, jacob and zharif.

thank you gazillion much! :D

the best day

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run

Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold

I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall

But I know you're not scared of anything at all

Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away

But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean

I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys

And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away

And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school

But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you

Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay

But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger

God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run

And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three

You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me

It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs

And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall

I know you were on my side even when I was wrong

And I love you for giving me your eyes

For staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say

That I had the best day with you today

my silly teacher

my class teacher, Puan Noradzlinda IM-ed me on facebook just to say this:

"sorry ganggu.. cikgu nak mintak tolong sikit.. husband cikgu
tak cukup neighbor, boleh add farah jadi friends dia?"

"kesian kat dia.. nak upgrade farm tapi tak cukup neighbor."

-.-"

my class teacher is so cool.

camerakurakuramarama

i want to buy a new digital camera. anyone wants to suggest anything?

it must be:

NOT SO EXPENSIVE RM400-600

NOT SO BULKY

NOT SO LOUSY

NOT SO GAY?

i'm desperado but i'm too lazy to google. teehee.

limit

every person in this world has their own limit point.

it shows how much pain one can endure, how tough they are, how patient they are, how strong they are at keeping up with the nonsense that other people create for them.

but what happens when a person have reached his/her limit point and realize that they couldn't take it anymore?

they break.

as for me, every time i felt like breaking, i kept telling myself,

"I'm flexible, i'm stretchable. i'm like a rubber, and rubbers don't break."

yeah, they don't. but hearts do.

what would you do if...

two of your friends fight and you know one of them is at fault while the other one is suffering because of it?



heh. no comment.