sad sad

i'm not going back this week. so its gonna be my first weekend here. away from home :'(



anyone, please come visit. take me out or bring me kfc :)





we can't go back this week cause there's gonna be an election for the student body tomorrow. technically we can go back tomorrow at 2 after the voting session ends. but since my parents are not in town, i don't think i can go back.


plus, its not worth the time. because i have to be back on sunday before 7. yeah, curfew suck balls.


chill far, 9 more months to go and then you're gonna be outta here.



till then, have a nice weekend with me people ;)

saya tidak mahu pulang

boleh tak saya mahu berhenti belajar dan kawin?




argh, stress.

you should go through pms, then we'll talk.

the person who knows you the best in this world might not be the one that you love the most.


the person you love the most might be the the one who constantly breaks your heart.


the person you care so much about might be the one who tell you the most lies.


the person who lie to you all the time might be the one you depend on the most in life.


the person you bitch about all the time might be the one who got your back through the hardest times.


the person you love might not be the one you need.


life is ironic.

i'm back in town!

hello to all of you amazing people! i miss blogging so much so i'm gonna start writing again! *hoooraaaay*

okay la, lets be honest here. the reason i'm starting to blog again is becauseeeeeeeeeee:

1) my english is getting sucky n suckier each day. especially when living at a place that doesnt allow me to communicate in english as much as i used to.

2) since i'm sitting for my MUET test soon, i'm gonna use blogging as a medium to improve my english. teehee.

3) the freaking plug in my freaking room (at KMS banting) has just been repaired. awesome possum. now i can charge my awesome new phone and use my awesome new laptop and write in my awesome blog whenever i want to. awesome huh?



oh yaaa, for those of you who still dont know, i am now officially a college student. *claps claps* currently doing my matriculation in Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor in Banting.



awesome new life, awesome new friends, awesome new environment, not so awesome new place.

IT SUCKS TO BE THE FIRST BATCH PEOPLE!!!

and it is even suckier to be living at the 4th floor of the last college dorm that is far from almost everything else. *sigh*



but i aint gonna complain cause i aint weak bebeh. okay, i have to admit i cried the first night i was there. thanks haiqal for keeping me sane and be there for me when i needed u :')



that place kinda suck to me before maybe because i'm not used to being far from home. no shower and heater, no washing machine and the most importantly, the food there was beyond disgusting.



but its all good now. the food has improved a lot! and i made lotsa new friends! and i get to eat at the boys' cafe everyday! hahahaha. the food there are cheaper and much more delicious compared to both of the girls' cafe.

in conclusion, although life is much harder now and the exhaustion is unbearable at times, i hate to say this but i love my new life. it changed me a lot as a person.



thanks to mama and abah for fetching me back and forth from subang to banting and vice versa every weekend. and yes, i do go back every weekend cause i like it that way. manja kan? lol.



i promise to write more often now and keep u guys/girls updated. my schedule is very very veryyyy tight nowadays, so i'll try my very best to do so.



got to go build a water rocket now. till then, toodles oodles noodles~!






*excuse the countless awesomes in this post. its my new favourite word ^___^

strawberries and honey combs.

18

when you're 18, everything suppose to make sense. HALF TRUE.

I HAD THE GREATEST BIRTHDAY EVER !

a big thank you to all my friends who did a great job at organizing my surprise party. it was great and i can't ask for anything better. they're such good liars! i admit, i was fooled. i felt like being punk'd on MTV except that there was no ashton kutcher. well, i'll get my revenge soon >:)

i dedicate this post specially to:

sharinna n nabilah

fana

isaac, iris n stella

haiqal

and......

abu, tasha, adam, kamarul, husna, effy, ab, nadiah, ian, rahul, sherwin, jacob and zharif.

thank you gazillion much! :D

the best day

I'm five years old, it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run

Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold

I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall

But I know you're not scared of anything at all

Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away

But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean

I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys

And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away

And we talk and window shop 'til I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school

But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you

Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay

But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger

God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house and I had space to run

And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found from back when I was three

You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me

It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs

And Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall

I know you were on my side even when I was wrong

And I love you for giving me your eyes

For staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say

That I had the best day with you today