we got the blues

sports day fever.

rumah bendahara rocks your socks!

aku menjadi maskot rumah ini.

nak sapu juara perbarisan rumah sukan yang telah disandang selama

tiga tahun berturut-turut.

mari cakap WOAHHHH! beramai-ramai.

who am i? i'm a true blue :)

choo choo TRAIN

drops of jupiter

Now that he's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in his hair, hey, hey
He acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from his stay on the moon
He listens like spring and he talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that he's back from that soul vacation
Tracing his way through the constellation, hey, hey
He checks out Mozart while he does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that he's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that he might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

meaningful song :)

farhana si budak baju biru

26th of february 2009.

semua orang tidak wish dia pada pagi itu. sepanjang hari di dalam kelas kami berpura-pura tidak mengingati bahawa hari tersebut adalah hari jadi dia. setelah dia distribute party pack buatan sendiri kepada kami, kami masih membisu. walaupun jantung/hati rasa nak pecah dihimpit rasa bersalah tahap maksima sebab buat dia emo pada hari jadinya.


masa chemistry kami berdua memang selalu duduk bersama-sama.lepastu gossip pasal orang like nobody's business. haha. dia cerita dekat saya "tadi kan yu fei dengan pengawas pusat sumber lain nyanyikan kite birthday song" saya senyum dan terus tukar topic "awak, kalau ethene jadi ethanol, nonene jadi nonol eh?"


last period, waktu english. 4 orang daripada kami turun awal. kononnye nak jumpa cikgu lah,meeting lah, jual kuih lah, masak maggi lah, cuci baju lah, lol. dia still tidak mengesyaki apa2. kami turun ke kantin dan keluarkan cake dan sedia untuk attack dia.


lepas sahaja loceng berbunyi semua classmate [exclude the other half :P] turun ke kantin dan sorok sorok. sebaik dia tiba, candle pun dah hampir tenggelam dalam cake. ekspresi wajahnya, priceless.

lab partner, gossip partner, go-to girl if tak faham chemistry, partner mengusha juniors.

moist chocolate cake from berry's. we love it, marvellous.

the gossip group

birthday girl and yours truly :)

katy perry

syazana absent hari ini membuatkan saya gila

i feel horrible. everything seems so wrong. i'm starting to realize that i ain't what people say i am. i doubt my own capability, my sanity. i can't believe how selfish i can be.

what should i do? i thought i want this so much. i have the perfect vision of what it'll be. i guess thats just not enough, huh?



nobody cares like i do.





gotta drink more coke.

i miss that japanese woman

i did my weekly email checking this evening. oh boy, was i happy when i saw her name there in my inbox list. yuriko tadakuma. just that simple, wonderful name. happy, sad, excited all mixed up inside of me when i read the content of the mail. happy because i finally get to hear from hear, sad because i miss her so much, excited because i feel like i'm one step closer to stepping my feet in japan.

she said she's been busy with her work. and of course with her band. i saw her pictures and videos at myspace. i soooo look up to her! see what i mean by clicking here. u might not understand what they wrote there because its written mostly in japanese. but try using babel fish web translator, that'll do the trick.

she also said its getting warmer there, already reaching the end of freezing winter season. n just in a few weeks, hellooo springtime! thats when the cherry blossoms or well known as the sakura will bloom gloriously. she spelled it as 'cherry brossam'. haha, thats so cute! imagine her trying to pronounce it. kan orang jepun takleh sebut L. macam cikgu tusyen physics.

yuri and her 92 year old grandma.

i told her bout the school magazine stuff that i'm doing, the reason why i replied her email a month late. n she wanted to read it! that gives me the idea, i'll post it to her when its published! woohoo. the first PERMATA to be post oversea. cool aite?

loves n out!

betul betul betul

summit rocks. jyeah. hang out with by best man there yesterday. planned to catch a movie but i'm too lazy to queue up. the line was longgg! we ended up just meronggeng around summit eating ice cream n that yummy pulut mangga n talked about stuffs. finally, i got my belated birthday present as promised.



later that evening, my family n us went for dinner. i think that ah pek at the restaurant was interested in saiful. he kept on calling him 'handsome boy' if i'm not mistaken. woahh, i feel so intimidated! edward cullen kan weh? pffft. bullsh*t. gahahaha.



guess what movie we watched that night after dinner? geng upin dan ipin! woohoo. the movie was quite interesting n funny. at first i refused to watch it but i had to since my sister wanted to watch it badly. so sad, i watched it ALONE, coz somebody wanted to go home early and didnt want to accompany me. i didnt manage to get a seat at the same row with my family. so there i was, sitting next to another loner who happens to buy the single seat next to me. the fact that there were no chinese or indians watching that movie is really disturbing.



all the people in the cinema that night were Malay. mostly came with their family. the way they behave in the cinema makes me wonder "is this their first trip to the movies?". seriously, the kids were acting like jakuns n they selamba go n shout n talk n play along the stairs DURING THE SHOW. note to self written parenting 101: do's n don'ts book, teach own children how to behave in cinemas.



the mothers lagi la kan. siap duduk dekat tangga lepastu gelak kuat2 macam cinema tu suami dia punya. lepastu kalau boleh segala makanan dekat popcorn bar tu dia nak angkut buat bekal. apa kata len kali bawak tikar dan nasi lemak sambal tumis dari rumah skali, kan senang.



ni nak cakap psl guitar pulak. my guitar, which i proudly name it ARION, turns out to be sucha loser. i suddenly had the urge to play it last week. when i opened the bag, i saw the strings were all rusty. tak berkualiti punya guitar dari MUSIC WALK. hmphh. i want to change the strings. but then realize its pointless if i dont play it. nanti lama2 berkarat lagi, menyusahkan je.

akhir kata, kita mestilah cari suami yang KUAT!!!

been thinking bout this alot since that someone installed it in my head.

-.-"