we are the champion

woott wooott!
last 2 weeks, me, rifdi n fana took part in a cooking competition that was held in conjunction with the minggu kemahiran hidup
after 2 weeks of restless days n sleepless nights, the result was revealed
not like other morning, i went to school last tuesday with extra moody n emoish mood
dah la ade perhimpunan rasmi, bleghhh.
blablabla, the perhimpunan went on.
after a few announcement n present giving ceremony, i saw pn. umarani went up the stage
i was like, "awk awk! die nak announce skrg!!" i said to farhana
then, sharinna yg x puas hati dan jealous said, "alaa, korg xkan menang la"
thennnn, jeng jeng jeng
"untuk pertandingan memasak makanan berkhasiat, tempat ketiga jatuh kepada kumpulan zailani"
WOOOOOOO!
"tempat kedua pula jatuh kepada.....kumpulan rifdi!"
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
me n farhana was screaming like mad people when we heard that
in your face shar, in your face!!! hahaha, i didnt say that out loud ofcoz.
i was too happy to notice that teacher didnt mention my name as the winner in the group
but its okay, we still won!
n rifdi went up on stage n collect our prize, a biggg hamper
one thing i noticed, when we were announced as the 2nd place winner, all the eyes were on us
we screamed too loud perhaps, hahaha
anyways, during recess we opened the prize
too bad there were no camera so we didnt take any pictures of the prize :(
xpela, hamper mydin jeeee
i'm happy we won although we only got 2nd place
we obviously cant beat the 1st prize winner because one of the group member is a son/daughter to a professional chef, or so i heard
so to all the people out there who doubted my cooking skills, its proven that i really can cook
oh ya, for the competition we prepared macaroni pie, fruit salad, cocktail jelly n tropical punch drink
umm ummm, yummyyyy!
:D

:(

its hard to pretend

to: who ever yg terasa.


are u mad at me or something?
coz if u do just tell it right to my face
there's no need to treat my differently
or being mad silently n pretend like everything is okay
in case u haven't notice, many things have changed because of u
do u think i like acting like this?
at first i did it because i thought its the only way to help u
but obviously it didn't work!
I'm sorry if u think I've changed
i really don't want this to happen
but i guess it just happen without me even noticed
everyone have their own problems in this world
that includes u n me
what makes us diff is the way we overcome those problems
as far as I'm concerned, I've tried to help u get through things the best i can
i swear to u that what i did was the best i can do as a friend
but now its my turn to overcome my problem
n its not the same like how u did it
i don't tell ppl bout my probs that easily, i dun wanna trouble anyone else, especially u
coz i know u too have a lots to think about
so i just kept quite n keep it to myself
i know I'm suppose to tell u n i will tell u, but know is not the suitable time
since we're not that close anymore like we used to be n we usually don't have the time of day
so forgive me for that if it does hurt u in any way possible
all I'm asking from u is to understand n give me some space coz i really need a lot of space to breath rite now
don't be mad at me for no reason coz it kills me to think every single second that there's something bad going on between us
i believe things will fall back into place n we will be as close as ever
i want u to know that i have faith in u
i trust u more than i trust anybody in this world, we both know that
I've shared things with u that i know i shouldn't share with anyone else
all the things I've said to u is nothing but the truth
so please listen to what I'm trying to say n what I'm not saying
after all, we do have the emotional bond, rite?


i love u n please don't change

sleepyhead

days are passing by too fast
don't u think?


i just woke up from my quick sleep when i wrote this
its 3.41 a.m. n i have no idea what to write
lol, xde idea x pyh la tulis kan?
but i miss blogging, so must write!
anyways, i went to a some kind of charity event a few hours back
tiqots invited sharinna but i sibuk2 nak ikut
at first we thought we're going to the orphanage house near mydin
but then only tiqot told us that its an event that's gotta do with the spastic people
persatuan kanak-kanak istimewa or kanak-kanak spastic
whichever it is, i felt out of place there
when we arrived, i realised everybody was staring at us
maybe we looked too hot, gahahaaaa
the spastic people look very friendly!
i didn't spoke to them but i noticed they smiled at me
their faces glow with excitement
perhaps they were happy and thankful and felt appreciated
we didn't stay long though
since A&W is within a walking distance, we went there n ate waffles!
n once again a guy asked me whether I'm studying in unitar
seriously, do i look that old?
the infamous root beer float completed the meal n makes me full to death
we went back to the event for awhile before shar's mummy picked us up



since i thought we're going to do charity work at the orphanage house
i borrowed a book from the school library titled "chicken soup for the volunteer's soul"
haha, gila semangat kann?
that shows how determined i am to start doing volunteer or charity work
i realise that i can also contribute to the society
if not with money, i can offer my time n a helping hand



i cooked today
pulut with kuah durian!
as u all should know by now, the durian season has arrived
so yesterday me n my parents went to the pasar malam n bought some
the durians there were very niceeee
nice to see, nice to eat. yummyyy
to those who dislike eating durians, i can only say one thing
u don't know what you're missing
;D



chumichumi<3

crush crush crush

I'm feeling very blahh

i cant stop thinking of that guy

that gorgeous, pretty-eyed guy
he even appeared in my dream just now

my day dream to be precise

it's been awhile since i had my last crush

this feeling somehow feels very weird n uncontrollable

a part of me knows that this is not a very good situation to be in

because every time i have this crush thingy, things will end up ugly

well, not all the time. but most of them

they say, be careful what u wish for
asking for something that u want but u don't need is called being selfish

n that's the last thing i wanna be

this is something that i want n in desperate need

chumichumi<3

happy night

event: IU day of smk usj 13

venue: smk usj 13

theme: i love france

after party: sri melur

comments: suckish planning by the interact commitee but thank god we had fun

putra n fana

hisyam bajet kuat

abang mattt! abg mattt!

zafril n yudesh

fana, kaiyuen n hisyam

araff n yudesh

helmi, yudesh, fana

sexy backkk :O

fana n her sweetheart alvin

my signature kissing pose ;P

sue sue suerayaaa

diha n helmi

kamarul hotstuff n shafiq comel

my date, lol. zharif budak rmc bajet. gaaahhh.

me n shar dlm toilet

i see cleavage. do u? ;D

kaiyuen, me, hisyam, fana

cam whore di rumah

i really need to learn how to dance

i'm thinking of pole dancing

heee! :D

chumichumi<3

i was born to tell u i love youuuuu

i got full marks for my English oral
just as i predicted, lol
Patricia loves us :D


i think i'm too cool for school, hahaha
we have our pjk today, like every other Monday
this week cik muriza let us play basketball
ugh, its not that i dun like it, its just not my cup of tea
i prefer playing hockey or tennis or worst comes to worst, badminton [i suck at playing badminton]
in fact, i suck at sports, hahaha
i hate the feeling of adrenaline running through my veins
i hate sweating, i hate to be around sweaty ppl
i hate balls [not THAT balls okay guys]
once, when i was in primary, we played handball for pjk
then, my teacher, encik suhaimi threw a ball and it hit my head
it felt painful as i remember it then, n i started crying
instead of consulting me or apologizing, he LAUGHED at me. yes, he did
he even called me lembik or sumthing, god was i pissed
i never played any balls again since after that traumatic incident



recently, i have this crazy idea of me playing hockey for the school team
since 2 of my uncles are pro hockey players with one of them working part-time as a hockey coach
i thought maybe i share the same hockey genes too
he never quits asking me to play hockey
so, i ask cik muriza but she told me i am too LEMAH LEMBUT for this violent game
hahahaha, i agree with her but i tried to convince her that i will practice hard
but too bad our school doesnt hav hockey team for girls :(
later that week, i told sharinna about this crazy idea of mine
i got a VERY bad respond from her
oh well, i guess action does speaks louder than words
i'll juz have to prove to ppl that i'm not a quiter
i quit swimming, i quit wushu, i give up on cheerleading eventhough i haven't join the team yet
goshh, but i won't quit my guitar, my studies n my ambition or whatever thats coming
so watch out guys n girls, coz i'll rock harder than all of u
hahaha, it feels good to say that



speaking of my guitar, i'm now officially learning to play a song
your call by secondhand serenade
hisyam convinced me to learn this song as he believe its a very easy song
suitable for beginners like me!
but i have one tiny problem
i dont know how to read tabsssss!
hahahahaha, bodoh kan?
nvm, yusof is always there to save the day
:D



chumichumi<3